You have $20k to spend before you ctb. What are you buying?

[lifesuck398]

You don't need $20k to CBT. You need a a strong will.
Edit: I read the question wrong. Nothing. Money won't solve my problems.

 

[Alice563]

Give to animal shelter/sanctuary

 

[Who_I_Am]

I have some savings, but I'm buying just cofee and cigarettes right now. And paying for therapy. And have some food at a cafe near my home.

 

[eupdplishlp]

first a cocaine party for the whole of my council estate. everyone is invited evern friend of a firend. luxury cars kitted out, a bottle of JD each, E then we going to paintball bunckingham palace and 10 downing street will get a nice splash of paint. Then I'm blazing a q of the finnest cali, hope in a helicopter and skydive whilebuzzed before finally giving all the remains to friends and family

 

[CumbriaCTB]

I suffer with anhedonia and have no friends/family to give it to so...

Black market shotgun (Police won't give me a license due to my mental health otherwise I'd have CTB years ago) and some shells.

 

[notreallybored]

Personally I'd like to visit Colorado. My family lived there before I was born, so I've grown up looking at beautiful pictures in photo albums, but never got to see it myself. My mom would tell me about our house and the view and the walk to the supermarket. Now she's gone and I feel like I need to go before I go. But I'm broke, unfortunately.

What about you though?

ב''ה,
Too much meth there, hang on to your catalytic converter.

 

[LadyPoulenc]

Personally I'd like to visit Colorado. My family lived there before I was born, so I've grown up looking at beautiful pictures in photo albums, but never got to see it myself. My mom would tell me about our house and the view and the walk to the supermarket. Now she's gone and I feel like I need to go before I go. But I'm broke, unfortunately.

What about you though?

As I Coloradan, it'd be lovely if you came by. Personally, I'd buy a bunch of estrogen, along with all the surgeries. I want it to be my real body that hits the ground

 

[EgoBrained]

Take a trip to Japan. This summer, an art exhibition is being held there to commemorate Yoshitoshi Abe's 30th anniversary and I would have loved to see it.

 

[33K1LLM3]

Trips to Japan, Andorra, Switzerland, Prague, Singapore, Croatia, Hong Kong, probaly get lots of food and good clothes also, and look pretty. That would be the dream before I die <3

 

[moonlightbeach]

donate to activists or to my friend

 

[Foxcompany2nd3rd]

I have 50k in the bank, 25k in bonds and investments, and another 25k in property (lots of guns). But I dont even think about spending it, I just want to CTB and money no longer matters to me. TBH I consider myself very poor, imo anything below 200k is chump change. If I cant retire comfortably with it then its nothing to me.

 

[Saponification]

Donating all of it to charity.

 

[IWasAlmostHere]

Donate it all to animal charities, which is what I'm going to do

I love this.

I have 50k in the bank, 25k in bonds and investments, and another 25k in property (lots of guns). But I dont even think about spending it, I just want to CTB and money no longer matters to me. TBH I consider myself very poor, imo anything below 200k is chump change. If I cant retire comfortably with it then it's nothing to me.

chump change to some, life changing amounts to others. I'll take it if you're just sitting on it

 

[Brokensaddle]

I'm quite a generous person so I'd probably give the money to the few friends I've made in my sad life. The ones who supported me through my crisis and homelessness. They couldn't house me but they gave me their leftovers lunch's or time to vent my problems and frustrations. I honestly would have quit my job and ctb years ago but I can truly say I have had friends who gave me the ability to fight my abusers for my inheritance. This is exactly what I'm planning on doing once I'm able to my house

Donating all of it to charity.

Any particular charity?

 

[Daphne]

A ticket to Pegasus

 

[JobuLio111m]

Spend the first 500 on a reliable method, maybe 500 to get far into nature, then 19 thousand to effective altruism.