You and I may be suicidal, but we are not allies.

[Sprite_Geist]

Let's stop the fucking act here. We are all toxic on the inside. We are all damaged potentially beyond repair. I'm sick of holding back on this forum.

No. "We" are not all toxic. If we stopped the so-called "act" of being civil toward each other, as you have suggested, that would make the atmosphere even more toxic. In fact this is one of the reasons why certain users have previously left here, because of claims of needless hostility which they have experienced. In other words: they felt unwelcome, and this is something that you wish to avoid - leaving people out? Deliberately being mean-spirited toward each other would only serve to further alienate those who already feel like they do not have a place in the community. It is totally understandable that not everyone will have ideal chemistry, and there will be fighting, but it is possible to express, argue and criticise constructively - there are 2 extremes when it comes to communicating.

Yes I am sure that certain users put on a kind face within this community, but this is no different to how many people act toward each other in the real world among the "normies". By this logic non-suicidal people are also damaged and toxic too.

 

[motel rooms]

I offer everyone to spit at me. I don't shy away from people being mean to mean. I don't shy away from pain. If I can't take it and I kill myself its the same outcome anyway.

This isn't a BDSM dungeon, kid. People on here can't offer you trauma reenactment.

 

[Panna]

NOTHING pisses me off more than people dividing and leaving others out over stupid shit.

Case and point: everyone on this forum acts so nice to each other. Everyone is trying to be helpful and empathetic.

NEWS FLASH: JUST BECAUSE WE ARE BOTH SUICIDAL DOES NOT MAKE EITHER OF US WORTHWHILE TO TALK TO!


Let's stop the fucking act here. We are all toxic on the inside. We are all damaged potentially beyond repair. I'm sick of holding back on this forum.

I offer everyone to spit at me. I don't shy away from people being mean to mean. I don't shy away from pain. If I can't take it and I kill myself its the same outcome anyway.

I disagree, if you can't find common ground with people at least somewhat similar to you, who can you hope to do so with, especially amongst the people here. Compared to the normal ones with their heads in the sand who wash their hands immediately at mental illness this place is a godsend.

 

[Makko]

This isn't a BDSM dungeon, kid.

 

[ClairyFairy]

 

[fox_wannabe]

I offer everyone to spit at me.

Damn, If that is what turns you on honey!
Kinky...

 

[superbad]

I'm not holding back, I'm just not rude to complete strangers who haven't done anything bad to me. It's good to keep things calm, high school drama is unneeded.

 

[Lmd]

I'll use this post to offer my services as an enemy. I offer a year of dedication to your person in order to meet and fight for our lives in some unconventional place.

The year includes talks about ourselves to see where we collide. We can be friends first so the hatred and desire to kill ourselves later will be more intense also this requires a certain degree of dedication. We can alos agree on a certain level of physical and mental preparation to make it a fair fight.

If someone is interested DM me.

 

[SleepDealer]

I'm not sure what you want. People to be rude to you? It's possible to speak your mind without being hostile. I don't feel the need to increase the amount of toxicity in the world, especially on this forum, but there clearly are a number of people here who have no such qualms.

My exact thoughts.
I'm here to pass the time and refine my method before I kill myself. I have no reason to "act" in any way here because none of you know me, I'm not here to make friends, and I have no intentions of sticking around for much longer. I don't know what you're here for, but it clearly isn't the same thing. Yet, somehow, it seems like you've convinced yourself that what you're feeling must be the same thing everyone else is feeling.

Since I get the impression that you want honesty, I'll be honest:
This sounds like the exact same kind of post I see in every long running forum or community with some old clique that's collapsing from the inside. Usually the person is part of that clique and they have issues with whatever is happening, so they air it out on the public forums, completely unaware that the vast majority of people aren't part of the drama and have no idea where the bitterness is coming from. Maybe this is the case here, maybe it isn't. It's just something I've observed.

 

[Makko]

This sounds like the exact same kind of post I see in every long running forum or community with some old clique that's collapsing from the inside. Usually the person is part of that clique and they have issues with whatever is happening, so they air it out on the public forums, completely unaware that the vast majority of people aren't part of the drama and have no idea where the bitterness is coming from. Maybe this is the case here, maybe it isn't. It's just something I've observed.

The turnover of people here is pretty high for obvious reasons and I see many complaints that the forum has "turned to crap" or "isn't as good as before" because someone's favorite cliquers are gone and replaced by others. I haven't seen this forum turn worse when some crusty old-timers with 7000 posts finally step out. Those who come to replace them are not worse in any way and the forum isn't "losing soul" because of it.

 

[PapaSuicide]

So why are you here since Dec 5, 2018? Don't make any sense, stay away then.