finish.me
I need you to feel this
- Jul 14, 2021
- 142
i woke up with my dad yelling at me and i ended up just locking my bedroom door and he stood outside of it as an intimidation thing i guess and after like an hour or two he finally fucked off. then i was alone in my house and no one wanted to talk to me, my boyfriend didnt even text me..it made me feel, really really alone and i was supposed to start restricting yesterday but i fucking couldn't because of how fucking empty i felt. so i binged and it made me feel worse, even more disgusting and lame than i was already feeling. i got really drunk because of how shit i felt and then just. fucking, thought about ways to die. thats literallly all i did yesterday. nothing of purpose. nothing substantial