Years long recovery failed, going to the train tracks today

[Torabol]

Gonna place my neck on the tracks and decapitate myself, Torabol out.

 

[needthebus]

Gonna place my neck on the tracks and decapitate myself, Torabol out.

why did the recovery fail?

sometimes people survive such a thing, but severely injured. Are you sure you want to take that risk? It sounds like you are being impulsive.

 

[blackwidow]

People fail all the time.. Don't give up try again.. Maybe sit yourself down wherever you are and have some time with your thoughts before you do this...

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope that you find the freedom you are searching for, best wishes.

 

[needthebus]

also, if you want to end things, there are more ethical ways to ctb that won't cause train operators to get PTSD

just because society says suicide is "bad" doesn't mean it is, and just because you are considering doing something society views as bad doesn't mean you have to end your life in an unethical way. Traumatizing a driver like that is unethical. Don't end your life that way if you are going to end it.
also www.aa.org if you are a drinker
i hope you don't do it, despite being pro-choice :-(

 

[Torabol]

also, if you want to end things, there are more ethical ways to ctb that won't cause train operators to get PTSD

just because society says suicide is "bad" doesn't mean it is, and just because you are considering doing something society views as bad doesn't mean you have to end your life in an unethical way. Traumatizing a driver like that is unethical. Don't end your life that way if you are going to end it.
also www.aa.org if you are a drinker
i hope you don't do it, despite being pro-choice :-(

I have gone to the tracks and thought about your words for an hour. I went back home. I'm home now and I'm drunk and high.
You are right, I have no right to give someone PTSD just because I'm suffering. There are other ways. Thank you, I am alive - even if for a bit longer - due to your words.