Xmas is 8 days away!! Are you excited?

[Livingvsdying25]

No, but I'm forcing myself to celebrate. Starting like now though I'm a constantly be faded.

Eh, play some games get drunk & high eat some food??? I think i can do it. Hoping I'm high enough to block out the rest of the shit that comes with being around family.

Hopefully this my last & I'm not around next yr.

 

[Brick In The Wall]

Fuck Christmas is right. I miss my kids, debauchery alone can only fill a small portion of my sad black little heart.

 

[LonelyLight]

Yes and no, I'm excited to spend it with family, also nervous because I'm planning my ctb on the 27th so the closer its getting the more nervous I am. I thought i was supposed to feel acceptance when i set the date. But i cant even pinpoint the emotions I'm feeling.

 

[Sad_Autistic_boy_101]

No i'm dreading it!!! I don't get on with my family, I have no friends in person, It's ny first christmas dealing with the suicide of my friend. I have 17 days off college so that's 17 days of staying in bed not doing anything. Unfortunatly I can't kill myself as I have time brackets I allow myself. I just can't do it over christmas.

 

[Mrs.O'Leary'sCow]

 

[Azzy69]

I get invited for Christmas Dinner to a few places , i think they think living on my own i crave company lol , far from it .
I used to cook a Christmas dinner for me and the dogs when i had two German Shepherds and a Boxer as they ate more than me they were greedy pigs and i couldn't even have a pizza in peace (miss them to death though) , i think it would be a bit much for Baby Agnes lol

so cute

 

[Numbtopain97]

NO