Am doing this mainly for my brother, as we don't talk much. I am kind of doing it so they think about letting me go and saying goodbye. It won't be a surprise for anyone, but I want to do a bit more preparation.
It is really hard. Suicidal thoughts all morning, and now even after a few lines of cocaine, am still totally miserable and on this site.
I don't know how to even give myself one day off feeling like this. Am going to have a weed sweet. To see if there is any magic. But one is not enough and two makes me mad. Don't know what to do.
It is really hard. Suicidal thoughts all morning, and now even after a few lines of cocaine, am still totally miserable and on this site.
I don't know how to even give myself one day off feeling like this. Am going to have a weed sweet. To see if there is any magic. But one is not enough and two makes me mad. Don't know what to do.
