CoolGuy9

CoolGuy9

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Mar 5, 2019
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I kind of want to write a note on why I suck. Sometimes you can forget about all the mistakes on why you're a mistake and I wouldn't want that. I could also use this if/when I ctb to motivate myself. I don't understand why, but I don't want the pain to stop, only increase.

I also don't feel like I can hurt myself enough. I wanna cry like a loser.
 
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I kind of want to write a note on why I suck. Sometimes you can forget about all the mistakes on why you're a mistake and I wouldn't want that. I could also use this if/when I ctb to motivate myself. I don't understand why, but I don't want the pain to stop, only increase.
Sometimes it's helpful to keep a journal, but I doubt you suck.
 
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I kind of want to write a note on why I suck. Sometimes you can forget about all the mistakes on why you're a mistake and I wouldn't want that. I could also use this if/when I ctb to motivate myself. I don't understand why, but I don't want the pain to stop, only increase.

I also don't feel like I can hurt myself enough. I wanna cry like a loser.

I def know what u mean
Esp when i have my elevated moods. Im like why am i suicidal again

(Course that never last long and it crashes and i remember why -_-. Very damn clearly too)
 

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