Would you still be suicidal if you weren't lonely?

[Forever Sleep]

I am mostly alone but, not lonely. I actually think the reverse would happen for me. That if I had to be around people again, it would make me feel worse.

 

[madwoman]

that's what i'm dealing with. it really feels like there's no point in me talking to people or trying to maintain my relationships if i'm trying to kill myself and "stay" suicidal rather than keep on going for the sake of other people. i've wanted to isolate myself more and more as the months pass. i still talk on sasu and read posts, but i wish that i would leave the website so that i stop interacting with users. i just feel like don't have anywhere to go when i feel so miserable.

I totally feel all of that. I've been gradually isolating myself and I'm not reaching out to people. I also was really active on insta with online friends but pulled away bc it's only a distraction. I like this site to talk about it since it's the main thing on my mind and also started a vent thread which is basically a diary for myself and that's been helpful. A couple friends just had big things happen to them and I feel terrible that I can't be the ultimate friend they need bc that would tether me but I'm fighting that & trying to keep a boundary with that with not wanting to get to in deep with being there for them bc I'm trying to go lol. I'd need to stay for myself and my own personal life and not for others.

 

[Chronical_Suicidal]

Albeit it is the main problem in my life - and for suicides in general, as there's a connection between them - I don't think so. It's like I failed so much in my life that it's irreversably damaged.

 

[kilowatt]

If I grew up less lonely that would've definitely tweaked my perception. But once I realized there's no other time and place I'd rather be in than dead there's no going back, so even if I wasn't as lonely right now it wouldn't fill my longing for suicide