Probably like 4 or 5am in spring or fall. That was always my favorite. That morning dew, the coolness in the air, before most of the other people ar awake. The world really can be a beautiful place and you can get lost in it in those moments. About an hour before reality hits again and you have to remember what your life and the world actually is.
I want walk out at first light, such a wonderful atmosphere, but to minimize risk of detection I choose night. If the circumstances permits it will be a summer clear night, silence of the lake, stars above and below, I hope this being the last thing that I'll see before find peace.
On a practical level id prefer night since less odds of being found. But i do like the idea of dying in nature while looking at the sunrise. I wouldnt mind dying at night in a bright moon light filled area though. I however fear dying in pitch black darkness.
Isn't it risky to take N or do other CTB methods using sleeping pills in the daytime?
Because N is basiclly sleepling medicine and when you are not sleepy at all the effect will be reduced, i guess?
I've always felt more comfortable at night. Daytime gives me anxiety. I would very much like to plan for a full moon, since I have always found them beautiful. Preferably on a cold night, which unfortunately is rare where I live.
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