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moldyara2002

moldyara2002

Member
Nov 8, 2025
29
I have a gun, but I'm wondering why the other two methods have so much more detailed focus. Is it because they are more easily accessible for most people? Or other reasons
 
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SchizoPolyGymnast

SchizoPolyGymnast

Elementalist
May 28, 2024
839
Gun. Dramatic yet quick.
 
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idontknowwhatiam

Specialist
Sep 10, 2025
304
I'm torn between 12G shotgun and SN
 
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Terrible_Life

Terrible_Life

Warlock
Jul 3, 2025
712
I can only do hanging therefore I try to create a pain tolerance.
 
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Nikolai Gogol

Nikolai Gogol

Оставьте меня, зачем вы меня обижаете?
Feb 13, 2026
8
A revolver to the temple would be a nice way to go.
 
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copioushopelessness

Specialist
Aug 27, 2025
306
I'd rather go out with a gun. I've always wanted to that way.
 
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_wishforwings

_wishforwings

Forever is such an unpleasant word.
Feb 4, 2026
12
For me it's hard to choose between a gun and hanging, because I hate how violent a GSW would look but also it seems more lights out than a hanging.. but then when it comes to hanging if you aren't found in time then you are 100% dead with no chance of being saved, and in a messed up way i guess if I shot myself maybe people in my life could at least think I had a chance for a little bit.. Sometimes I feel like a GSW would be less painful as well but there's truly no way to know. Hanging is easier accesible for me because I don't drive and easily buy rope and get it delivered.
I don't really like the idea of SN even though a lot of people do because I have had experience with ODs/poisoning and just don't think I'd want to go out that way or similar.
 
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Steph99

Member
Aug 29, 2025
95
I think unless you are in the US guns are super hard to get. It's certainly that way in New Zealand and Australia.
 
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whoisit

Member
Jan 25, 2026
39
SN because I can lie comfortably in my own bed and it doesn't give such a mess
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,290
I wish I had SN as all I want is to cease existing as peacefully as possible, I just wish for a poison method so finally I can be at peace from this torturous existence I just always saw as the most cruel mistake and I just always suffer so much from how I cannot just access SN. I see so much terrible cruelty in how humans deny the option of painless guaranteed death with the suffering and torture of existing seen as to force and prolong no matter what, to me anti-suicide will always be horrific extreme cruelty.
 
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Warum

Warum

Member
Feb 11, 2026
34
I would take SN and the proceed step of the stool. In that moment I would also shoot myself in the head.

However Gun>SN>Hanging
 
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IwantSN

IwantSN

Member
Feb 6, 2026
27
I would prefer a gun because it would be the fastest and also relatively painless if done right ,but there's no way I can get one so I'm going with SN.

I think hanging would be too painful and intimidating and I'm not confident I could do it right the first time ,so that's more of a last resort. There's also definitely suicide methods which are even more painful, intimidating or complicated than hanging though so I don't think it would be super bad
 
Xi-Xi

Xi-Xi

The Seventh Circle's Favorite Witch (Fae/Faer)
Nov 19, 2025
214
Gun, yeah. Quicker, and more painless
 
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bakenohana

bakenohana

ah...I want to disappear.
Feb 12, 2026
36
would prefer gun but guns are really inaccessible in the UK (and most countries outside of america id assume)
 
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Daphne

Specialist
Jul 23, 2025
312
I have a gun, but I'm wondering why the other two methods have so much more detailed focus. Is it because they are more easily accessible for most people? Or other reasons
Gun. Quick, simple, no changing your mind once you pull the trigger
 
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vivia

vivia

(⁠✿⁠^⁠‿⁠^⁠)
May 13, 2025
96
Gun, 1 step 1 result. It's impossible to fail as long as you don't shoot yourself in the foot.
 
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BeanCurd

Hysterical and useless
Dec 8, 2025
49
Personally, gun. I find myself favouring methods that are instant and somewhat brutal.
 
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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to kill myself
Oct 25, 2020
2,013
Big gun
 
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OnMyLast Legs

OnMyLast Legs

Too many regrets
Oct 29, 2024
1,343
SN. It doesn't sound pleasant if you raw dog it, like I was going to, but feeling sick in bed I can do.

Gun: I'm finding it hard to even buy one, so putting it in my mouth and pulling the trigger might be impossible.

Hanging: I've thought about and romanticized this option most but it hurts like hell. Also, the decisive moment of stepping down is comparable to gunshot, but unconsciousness isn't instant. I've tried it a few times and I just can't.

I can barely get out bed, people. This can't go on. Maybe, maybe today I can buy the gun.
 
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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to kill myself
Oct 25, 2020
2,013
SN. Ça n'a pas l'air agréable si on le fait sans protection, comme j'allais le faire, mais malade au lit, je peux le faire.

Arme à feu : j'ai déjà du mal à en acheter une, alors la mettre dans ma bouche et appuyer sur la détente risque d'être impossible.

La pendaison : j'y ai beaucoup pensé et idéalisé cette option, mais c'est une véritable torture. De plus, le moment décisif où l'on se penche est comparable à celui d'un coup de feu, mais la perte de conscience n'est pas instantanée. J'ai essayé plusieurs fois, mais c'est impossible.

J'ai du mal à sortir du lit, les amis. Ça ne peut plus durer. Peut-être, peut-être qu'aujourd'hui je pourrai acheter le fusil.
I think The problem with sn in not dolor but panic
 
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witchcraft

witchcraft

it's too painful to live but I'm too afraid to die
Nov 27, 2024
85
After "voluntarily" being put in a psych ward (only for a day, which was a miracle), I think that I am now on a list that would prevent me from buying a gun.

Luckily, my dad owns guns. A lot of them. All kinds. I know how to use them.

I will not do it while either of my parents are alive. But I'm going to go out the same way Hemingway did. I think because of how instant it is and the high likelihood of success. I would rather not even have a single moment to possibly regret *it.
 
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OnMyLast Legs

OnMyLast Legs

Too many regrets
Oct 29, 2024
1,343
After "voluntarily" being put in a psych ward (only for a day, which was a miracle), I think that I am now on a list that would prevent me from buying a gun.
Pretty sure voluntary doesn't show up on background checks. Involuntary commitment is a legal process that involves a judge.
 
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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to kill myself
Oct 25, 2020
2,013
Après avoir été « volontairement » interné en hôpital psychiatrique (pour une seule journée, ce qui était un miracle), je pense que je suis maintenant fiché, ce qui m'empêcherait d'acheter une arme à feu.

Heureusement, mon père possède des armes à feu. Beaucoup. De toutes sortes. Je sais m'en servir.

Je ne le ferai pas tant que mes parents seront en vie. Mais je mourrai comme Hemingway. Je crois que c'est dû à l'instantanéité de la chose et à la forte probabilité de succès. Je préfère ne pas avoir un seul instant de regret.
You are lucky
In my country difficult and therefore i am mental ill ,so i cant😡
 
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RosebyAnyName

RosebyAnyName

Staring at the ceiling for 6 hours
Nov 9, 2023
417
I only have access to SN and hanging, but I would absolutely pick using a gun above them if it was an option for me. It's just more reliable, and I prefer the idea of dying in a split second with no extra waiting required.
 
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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to kill myself
Oct 25, 2020
2,013
Je n'ai accès qu'à la mort instantanée et à la pendaison, mais si j'avais le choix, j'opterais sans hésiter pour une arme à feu. C'est tout simplement plus fiable, et je préfère l'idée de mourir instantanément, sans avoir à attendre.
Yes gun is dream
 
Justachillguy

Justachillguy

Member
Jan 27, 2026
8
I plan on using a gun because of ease of access and just how effective they are. Where I live (United States), it's pretty easy to get one, especially since I live in one of those "constitutional carry" states. I've never researched SN, and hanging sounds like it's really easy to botch and suffer through. While it is possible to survive a GSW to the head, the chances are immensely lower than hanging or something I've never even researched before. I have read in other forums (both in SaSu and other forums) that some people don't want to go out with a gun because of the mess it leaves behind, but that's a part of the appeal for me. If I wanted to simply die, I can make a list things I could use to kill right here and now that AREN'T messy. But a part of what I want to do with my death is send a message, and unfortunately for whomever has to clean up after me, hanging myself or slicing my neck open doesn't quite send the message that pulverizing my head with a 12 gauge slug does 🤣
 
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madwoman

madwoman

what a shame she went mad
May 7, 2025
373
Wow I think most people said gun. My mom died by gun but not the first time so she had a failed attempt so that scares me. Also it's so violent and if it goes wrong, I don't want to live with that consequence. Hanging also scares me. So my choice is SN - I'd really rather swallow a suicide pill and just fall asleep peacefully but that's not an option.
 
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enough of this

enough of this

Arcanist
Jun 4, 2023
435
I think a gun would be the quickest and least painful.
 
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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to kill myself
Oct 25, 2020
2,013
Je compte utiliser une arme à feu en raison de sa facilité d'accès et de son efficacité. Là où je vis (aux États-Unis), il est assez facile d'en obtenir une, surtout que j'habite dans un État autorisant le port d'armes sans permis. Je ne me suis jamais renseigné sur le suicide par arme à feu, et la pendaison me semble une méthode très risquée et douloureuse. Bien qu'il soit possible de survivre à une balle dans la tête, les chances sont infiniment plus faibles qu'en cas de pendaison ou d'une autre méthode que je n'ai jamais étudiée. J'ai lu sur d'autres forums (SaSu et autres) que certaines personnes ne veulent pas utiliser d'arme à feu à cause des dégâts que cela occasionne, mais c'est justement ce qui me plaît. Si je voulais simplement mourir, je pourrais dresser une liste de choses que je pourrais utiliser pour tuer quelqu'un ici et maintenant, sans que ce soit salissant. Mais une partie de ce que je veux faire avec ma mort, c'est transmettre un message, et malheureusement pour celui ou celle qui devra nettoyer après moi, me pendre ou me trancher la gorge ne transmet pas tout à fait le même message que de me pulvériser la tête avec une balle de calibre 12.🤣
I would like to be in usa to have a gun
 
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