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I would leave a really nasty note telling them that they only wanted me around while I was in pain in miserable because they didn't want to go through any emotional pain, while I'm going through horrible physical pain constantly and am so uncomfortable in my own body with my symptoms. I would also let them know that I felt abandoned and I was left in the condition I was in because they wanted to live their good old lives instead of getting me the treatment I needed when I was much younger. They let me fall deep into the mental health system to the point that I got screwed for absolutely no good reason at all. That will be the last time they throw me out, put me in a mental institution, or call the cops on me. I didn't deserve that shit. I wasn't batshit crazy. It was all unnecessary.
I need to leave some sort of explanation so at least everybody gets why I did it. I do want people to know it's not their fault and there was nothing they could do. I'm just a resentful bitter old lady and got sick of my shitty life. That's all they need to know lol!
people are too damn emotional. i'd feel bad so i'll just leace a note writing stuff they probably wanna read in a note. all the typical bullshit "it's not your fault" "i love you all" blah. and instructions on what to do with my stuff, my funeral, and my body, which i can only hope they follow.