I was thinking of taking some diphenhydramine sleep meds, and using a garbage bag over my head. My thought is that the diphenhydramine could get me to pass out before I run out of air. How much diphenhydramine would assure I don't wake up?
I'm really scared, but I'm more scared of trying to live. I need some help figuring this out.
Update:
I decided I couldn't do it tonight. I might have to wait until I have a day alone, which could be Wednesday, which feels impossible.
I dunno if I can do another day, I'm too mixed up. I want to fix my life, and I really love the person I'm with, but its too late, and I've been sick in the head for too long. I have a personality disorder, and for as long a I remember, back to adolescence, I've wanted to die. I'm just bad at living, and life completely overwhelms me. I can't live with my mistakes anymore.
I'm really scared, but I'm more scared of trying to live. I need some help figuring this out.
Update:
I decided I couldn't do it tonight. I might have to wait until I have a day alone, which could be Wednesday, which feels impossible.
I dunno if I can do another day, I'm too mixed up. I want to fix my life, and I really love the person I'm with, but its too late, and I've been sick in the head for too long. I have a personality disorder, and for as long a I remember, back to adolescence, I've wanted to die. I'm just bad at living, and life completely overwhelms me. I can't live with my mistakes anymore.
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