Would love to die on my birthday

[Idontmatter]

My birthday is this week and I keep thinking how nice it would be to die on my birthday. I sadly probably won't because of logistics but it's s nice thought. Each day gets harder and harder to stay alive. I keep hearing in my head please let me die.

 

[FuneralCry]

I've always thought that to die on my birthday would be an ideal day to die on, as after all that is the day in which my suffering started so it would make sense to end it on the same day. However I would personally rather leave when the time feels right rather than trying to stick to a specific date though. Your feelings of wanting to escape from this life are understandable. I know that it really can be tiring having to carry on existing when you don't want to be here.
I wish you freedom.

 

[its-about-time]

Ideal time for me as well but the thoughts of how hard that would be for my family stop me. I share a birthday with a family member as well so that just seems unfair to do to them. Unfortunately. But I feel you.

 

[ikadasui]

Same! Sadly, I never follow through clearly and then the following year till next one just makes me wish all the more.

 

[hellispink]

That is my wish too. Maybe I should go with it.