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throwaway_accountbro
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- Apr 21, 2020
- 10
I don't know.
I was planning on getting extremely drunk and hanging myself but I don't know anymore. A part of me wants to have a future, but the other part of me can't see my future because catastrophic paranoia and bad timing with all this quarantine won't let me. I just want to end it all. I don't know if it would be selfish to go to a mental hospital but it'd also be selfish to hang myself right now.
I was planning on getting extremely drunk and hanging myself but I don't know anymore. A part of me wants to have a future, but the other part of me can't see my future because catastrophic paranoia and bad timing with all this quarantine won't let me. I just want to end it all. I don't know if it would be selfish to go to a mental hospital but it'd also be selfish to hang myself right now.