Venting Would CTB now

[Fadeawaaaay]

One of those mornings where I would drink a bottle of N if it were in front of me now. The pain keeps getting worse.

 

[Smart No More]

Know how you feel. I wish I could do it in good conscience but I have dependants that I have to consider. It is so tough right now. I cried all day on and off. I miss me.Think I've smiled twice in all year. That was never me. I always had humour and love in me.

 

[healthrecovery]

One of those mornings where I would drink a bottle of N if it were in front of me now. The pain keeps getting worse.

KNOW exactly how you feel i feel same

 

[rationaltake]

One of those mornings where I would drink a bottle of N if it were in front of me now. The pain keeps getting worse.

I know. I'm done.

 

[healthrecovery]

Fuck maybe going to drink 2 bottles of N
Im totally sick of this shit..sick sick sick of it

 

[Sherri]

One of those mornings where I would drink a bottle of N if it were in front of me now. The pain keeps getting worse.

I'm sorry for your pain, if u need someone to talk I'm here for you, a big hug, we all been there.

 

[intr0verse]

One of those mornings where I would drink a bottle of N if it were in front of me now. The pain keeps getting worse.

 

[S like suicide]

One of those mornings where I would drink a bottle of N if it were in front of me now. The pain keeps getting worse.

I feel you totally...

 

[HiImPaul]

One of those mornings where I would drink a bottle of N if it were in front of me now. The pain keeps getting worse.

For some reason I really get this feeling when I have to fight through extreme sleepiness. Like the sleepiness you get from taking too long of an afternoon nap. Usually gets better at 30ish minutes but I become extremely suicidal during that time. There are usually people around me though so I don't ever attempt to act on it.