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monolog

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Oct 29, 2024
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post 1 method that you think is the best
and the second which you think is the worst
 
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longlifetolive

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Mar 6, 2025
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1. Hanging because it is very lethal and somewhat quick
2. Cutting or stabbing because very painful and you rarely die from it.
 
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deadbidaylight

deadbidaylight

When life leaves us blind, love keeps us kind
Feb 27, 2025
223
Best method for me is full suspension hanging, which is my method of choice. I would also follow up with CTB via firearm if I had access to it. When I go, I want lights out as fast as possible.

Worst method for me is SN. Too much protocol, too many meds that are really hard to obtain, and the thought of drinking the solution and sitting, waiting to die is just too much for me. I don't want to be alone with my thoughts for the duration between ingesting the SN and death.
 
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AreWeWinning

Student
Nov 1, 2021
138
Best is full suspension hanging, imo, which is my method.

Worst is probably overdosing on pills. It's not even a proper "method". Very low chance of success. SN is quite bad too. Too much room for failure, difficult to obtain etc. I wouldn't jump either. Again, too much room for failure and horrible outcomes.
 
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wiggy

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Jan 6, 2025
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I don't think you can beat a shotgun. As for the worst, there's too many to choose from.
 
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dospi1

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Nov 18, 2021
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every time ive read about N tekks it as blissfully falling sleep and then dying no suffering or pain, so probably that, as for the worst probably wrist cutting for it hurts a lot, takes a long time, i will most likely fail.
 
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locked*n*loaded

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Apr 15, 2022
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1) Nembutal, but it's very difficult to obtain, peaceful exit
2) Inert gas or CO, but both require "extra" work, and some money, especially for inert gas, peaceful exit
3) SN (probably) but requires other drugs and takes time
4) Firearm - not accessible to many, messy, kind of violent, but gets job done

Self immolation is about the worst method. Drowning most likely sucks. Hanging, full or partial, can be painful. Don't know what a heroin od might feel like - it might be a good death. Various drug od's are not reliable.
 
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davidtorez

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Mar 8, 2024
608
I'm hoping that N is the best method available (outside of having proper euthanasia done in a clinic). My N is about 7 to 8 years old now , hoping its still OK . I feel this year could be it. As for the worse methods , as someone already stated above, there's too many to pick from
 
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martinso67

All human rights are important
Feb 5, 2021
304
Best: going to South America or India and getting all the medication for DDMA.
Worst: stopping voluntary to eat and drink(especially when you are in civilian area)
Best is full suspension hanging, imo, which is my method.

Worst is probably overdosing on pills. It's not even a proper "method". Very low chance of success. SN is quite bad too. Too much room for failure, difficult to obtain etc. I wouldn't jump either. Again, too much room for failure and horrible outcomes.
When I researched and planned SN. It seemed the best method. Actually like N for poor people(because it's very cheap less than 5USD actually).

But subconsciously (which is not the truth) it feels like a bad method like cutting your wrist to die.
 
ham and potatoes

ham and potatoes

Just some hillbilly
Mar 27, 2024
452
Best reasonably available? I'm going to go with an opioid OD.
Worst? Idk, I've seen allot of awful suggestions on here that each could take the cake
 
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heyismeman

Experienced
Jan 29, 2025
226
The best method is a fentanyl od but I guess it's not guaranteed
 
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bananaolympus

Experienced
Dec 12, 2024
211
Best-N
Worst-any form of extreme pain like immolation
 
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Outofoptions1

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Feb 22, 2025
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For me, the best by far is gun. I'm surprised that this isn't talked about more here. If I had access to a gun, I'd have ctb at least 5 times already. It's quick, effortless and pretty much painless. More so if you own a shotgun.

Unfortunately I live in Canada so it's pretty much impossible to legally obtain a gun. Owning one would give me such comfort and joy, knowing that at any time, I can simply just pull the trigger and I'd be gone. I'd definitely carry on for several more years relatives stress free knowing that I had such an easy way out.

The worst method (that actually has a decent chance of killing, unlike most overdoses for example) would be fire or drowning.
 
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relapse

Member
Mar 8, 2025
20
If it's about peacefulness, N, Helium and probably SN would be the best. As for effectiveness a shotgun. The worst in my opinion would be hanging or slashing your wrists, mentioning hanging because the possibility of still being conscious through it and feeling everything freaks me out lol
 
Illegal Preclear

Illegal Preclear

The CEO of CTB
Sep 6, 2022
225
For me, it's gotta be a gun. And not just any gun. A .357 Magnum. That's how Budd Dwyer did it, and he just died so beautifully. He did it in a room full of people too, and none of them could revive him, so you know it's reliable. I've fired a very well put together Magnum, way back when I lived in Phoenix I used to shoot cans out in the desert. It's just a great gun. So lightweight with silky smooth kickback but so powerful. It was my best friend's Magnum that he let me use out in the desert.

And a few years later, he used that very same Magnum to successfully kill himself. And I've been jealous ever since.

I've never used a shotgun, so I'd be less comfortable with a big, cumbersome gun like that instead of a nice easy to control Magnum.


Now see, every botched gun suicide I've ever seen has been with a shotgun. Also if you're asking god "should I do this?" WHILE the barrel of a gun is in your mouth - you're not ready to CTB. That boy's SI kicked in while the gun was in his hand and probably moved the barrel way out from where it was supposed to be. I just feel a Magnum gives you more control.

Also I grew up on Survival Horror games where the Magnum was always the most powerful weapon, so that's another reason I gravitate towards them.

As for the WORST method of Suicide - there are thousands of ways to commit Suicide in a horrific manner. I feel the more the method allows SI to kick in, the more terrifying it will be.

So off the top of my head, worst method - Walking into the ocean. This is one of the all time classic methods of suicide, often romanticized in Greek Tragedies, but just really think about it. It's going to take HOURS of being out in open ocean before enough fatigue sets in to drown (which is horrific in and of itself).

Just picture being in the pitch dark of night, in open ocean, your SI kicked into hyper-drive, knowing what comes next is one of the worst ways to die. Yeesh.
 
Lo$t95

Lo$t95

Hello Darkness my old Friend
Jul 16, 2024
151
1) Nembutal, but it's very difficult to obtain, peaceful exit
2) Inert gas or CO, but both require "extra" work, and some money, especially for inert gas, peaceful exit
3) SN (probably) but requires other drugs and takes time
4) Firearm - not accessible to many, messy, kind of violent, but gets job done

Self immolation is about the worst method. Drowning most likely sucks. Hanging, full or partial, can be painful. Don't know what a heroin od might feel like - it might be a good death. Various drug od's are not reliable.
OD'ing from opioids - you feel nothing at all. Just sink into yourself and there's nothing at all. On the outside your breathing just slows then stops completely and your body simply turns into a corpse. No pain involved. It's people resuscitating which is the problem. Dosages are not that complex - Fentanyl in very small quantities is still lethal.
 
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Namelesa

Namelesa

Trapped in this Suffering
Sep 21, 2024
1,211
for me
Best Methods: firearm, jumping?, maybe N/SN?

Worst Methods: cutting, slitting throat/wrists

whats important for me is that I can't back out of it when I start it > effective > its quick > painless
 
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Illegal Preclear

Illegal Preclear

The CEO of CTB
Sep 6, 2022
225
OD'ing from opioids - you feel nothing at all. Just sink into yourself and there's nothing at all. On the outside your breathing just slows then stops completely and your body simply turns into a corpse. No pain involved. It's people resuscitating which is the problem. Dosages are not that complex - Fentanyl in very small quantities is still lethal.
I know I just said it's gotta be a Magnum for me, but a Fetty OD sounds so nice. I've researched several Fetty OD stories and it is as you described. I'm honestly glad Fetty exists and I think it should replace Nembutol or Pentobarbitol as the top tier Euthanasia drug.

And AFAIK the only risk with taking a lethal dose of Fetty is being discovered by some jackass with Narcan. Like you can't just take a lethal dose of Fetty and puke it up, right?
 
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Lo$t95

Hello Darkness my old Friend
Jul 16, 2024
151
I know I just said it's gotta be a Magnum for me, but a Fetty OD sounds so nice. I've researched several Fetty OD stories and it is as you described. I'm honestly glad Fetty exists and I think it should replace Nembutol or Pentobarbitol as the top tier Euthanasia drug.

And AFAIK the only risk with taking a lethal dose of Fetty is being discovered by some jackass with Narcan. Like you can't just take a lethal dose of Fetty and puke it up, right?
Exactly yeah it's always some good samaritan interfering. Bouncers, paramedics bystanders with Narcan etc. i was legally dead for 2m 36s when I OD'd. Horrible experience being brought back.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
41,164
The best for me would be the most painless, guaranteed way to be gone that brings me permanent relief from this futile, torturous existence that I never would had chosen and never would had wished for, I just want a death like falling into an eternal, dreamless sleep, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from this undesirable existence, I wish for no more pain, no more suffering. I just hope for non-existence instead, the worst for me would be a method that is agonising and really slow as I just don't want to suffer at all, I wish to never suffer ever again instead, I find it horrific how there is no limit as to how much agony one can feel in this existence that always felt like a mistake to me personally.
 
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NonEssential

NonEssential

Hanging in there
Jan 15, 2025
257
Best: gunshot to the head
Worst: setting yourself on fire
 
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Yonlux

Student
Jul 19, 2024
141
Definately the bestiest (in terms of fatality, accessibility, be painless and efforts needed against SI, on average with all possible methods in general) is full hanging suspension method.
Now speaking about the worst, maybe self immolation, cutting and to drink bleach.
 
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NegevChina

NegevChina

I've done the best I could
Sep 5, 2024
423
Best- Inert gas + exit bag.
Worst- to many bad ones- jumping, train, OD, tying your neck to something and drive your car fast, drowning
 
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heyismeman

Experienced
Jan 29, 2025
226
Best - fentanyl od
Worst - SN
 
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JesiBel

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Dec 5, 2024
283
IMO

(Always study the chosen method well, don't do anything impulsively)

Best: full suspension hanging (simple, cheap, ancient and fast)

Worst: any involving machines, fire, electricity, poisons or chemicals.
 
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