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CTB Dream

CTB Dream

Injury damage disabl hard talk no argu make fun et
Sep 17, 2022
2,886
Before long ago was alredy no good eas terrible, say all day this worst this no possible have worst ,tell most sufferi what worse ,keep day think Noth worse .was very bar think nothing come worse. Day come injury damage worst entire life worst before say what no limit even wor not abl comprehend real terrible now afraid thing worse this. Really terrible awful. Now want old self not this lose everything , this crul life make want previous worst reason current worst more bad very terrible. Compare before easier ctb now hard think maybe good thing tell if have method better choose time suit ,too late mame ctb harder. Now real scary limitless no end suffer
 
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freevoid

freevoid

Student
Jul 11, 2022
137
Before long ago was alredy no good eas terrible, say all day this worst this no possible have worst ,tell most sufferi what worse ,keep day think Noth worse .was very bar think nothing come worse. Day come injury damage worst entire life worst before say what no limit even wor not abl comprehend real terrible now afraid thing worse this. Really terrible awful. Now want old self not this lose everything , this crul life make want previous worst reason current worst more bad very terrible. Compare before easier ctb now hard think maybe good thing tell if have method better choose time suit ,too late mame ctb harder. Now real scary limitless no end suffer


I'm so sorry this has happened to you. And this is exactly what I'm terrified with, with my own illnesses. Which is why I'll be CTB'ing as soon as I logistically can.

This might be pointless, but is there anything I can do for you?
 
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Someone123

Illuminated
Oct 19, 2021
3,874
You deserve better, I am so sorry you are in so much pain.
 
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Hollowillow

Hollowillow

The only place that allows negative feelings.
Aug 7, 2022
1,527
Before long ago was alredy no good eas terrible, say all day this worst this no possible have worst ,tell most sufferi what worse ,keep day think Noth worse .was very bar think nothing come worse. Day come injury damage worst entire life worst before say what no limit even wor not abl comprehend real terrible now afraid thing worse this. Really terrible awful. Now want old self not this lose everything , this crul life make want previous worst reason current worst more bad very terrible. Compare before easier ctb now hard think maybe good thing tell if have method better choose time suit ,too late mame ctb harder. Now real scary limitless no end suffer
I feel the same. 10 years of trying to heal with nutrition, ruined because someone didn't do his stop with a car, and someone beat me because I left instead to obey. And poisonning my home by accident can't seem to be fixable... Head hurts too.

*Hugs you* gentle fluff, I got bullied even here today. If I see them hurt you, I think I'll make a blanket with their skin. The idea of someone hurting you enrages me.

*Hugs you* you suffered too much. I wish I could take the pain away and give it to whoever hurt you. 💐🌸🔪☠️💖
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,333
It's really one of the worst things about existing how there is no limit as to how awful life can get for people. If someone thinks that they have it bad right now then it can always get much worse and that thought is terrifying. Life is nothing more than a cruel mistake, I hate the concept of life with all the unfairness and how everything is determined by random factors. Just the fact that suffering is inevitable in life is enough to make me want to die.

It's just horrifying to me how so many people are trapped in all these unbearable situations and despite this the society still tries to force people to suffer rather than let them achieve their peace. It's very unfair and I believe that never being born at all is always the best thing.
 
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CTB Dream

CTB Dream

Injury damage disabl hard talk no argu make fun et
Sep 17, 2022
2,886
Thanks

I'm so sorry this has happened to you. And this is exactly what I'm terrified with, with my own illnesses. Which is why I'll be CTB'ing as soon as I logistically can.

This might be pointless, but is there anything I can do for you?
Thank, not sure possible anything need metod most thing , lone struggle material still method only way peace
 
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