madgod

madgod

psycho, bi, wanting to die • 22
May 26, 2020
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i live in mn. the riots, the virus, the injustices around me makes death all that more appealing. i want to die more now because i'm scared even though my life is more in order than before. i'm scared and embarrassed to admit it to anyone around me. i'm just a weak white guy but a sever empath and the fear and rage is palpable. my brother and sister lives in the city and i'm scared for them. my step mother works in emergency services (paramedic cause fuck cops), and she works at the major hospital down there. i guess i don't want to add to the stress of my family but now more than ever i want to be gone off this painful planet.
 
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