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Coal54321

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Jun 29, 2022
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This is the most unbearable shit ever. Has anyone else been through this? Stuck at home all day with your thoughts being completely unable to function at all
 
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Reflection

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Sep 12, 2024
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Yeah I remember when it first happened, iterally was bed ridden for weeks, couldnt properly eat nor sleep, and I would basically spam her with messages begging...the first few months were absolute hell since the wound was still fresh, I remember almost failing a course in college because of it.

You start becoming numb to it after a while and will be able to function again bit by bit, though in my case I havent moved on nor healed at all Im just able to keep myself afloat by hoping she'd eventually come back since Im almost sure she hasnt been with anyone else yet.
 
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sos

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Jul 22, 2024
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yea, ive stayed home a couple of times for a good long time after the contact was ended

all i did was feel miserable and ive stayed in bed with the same thoughts in my head repeating itself over and over again

you feel sad, depressed, angry, confused; so many things that its simply exhausting

youre not tired, getting tired is hard but at the same time youre mentally exhausted; youre drained
 
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Fritz

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Nov 24, 2024
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ARFKM? Worked for the last 5 years from home. You'll never get me to go back to a soul-sucking cube. I never do laundry on my time, shower or not when I want, eat lunch during some pointless meeting. Interact with people solely on Teams or Zoom.
 

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