LucifersIntrovert
Buried Alive
- Sep 10, 2023
- 72
I hate how I have to wake up and bag groceries for a company I hate. The people there are rude and toxic and only love drama. They schedule me on Tuesdays when I tell them I have class on Tuesdays for college. But when I call off those Tuesdays for my classes they get pissed off at me? Like I told you guys I can't physically be here. I've only been here for a month but it fucking sucks. I thought you know maybe I'm just lazy… But no I worked out hard this year and dropped from 280 to 200 which was my dream weight. And what was recommended for my height and age. But I also enjoyed my last job working in fast food. It's not something I want to do the rest of my life as I got everything at yo I just got this job because I had extra time and wanted something new on the resume. But whenever I'm here I'm getting yelled at by customers over some fucking pizza. Getting scheduled to close then open the next day. This place just fucking sucks. I was a year and a half sober from C*tting but guess who isn't sober anymore more. I bought SN earlier this year and never had the sole urge to just pound the whole powder down no water until this stupid ass job. But I don't wanna quit because I'll feel like a failure since I've only been here for a month. But taking law classes and working these stupid shifts and days is taking a toll on me.
Sorry I needed to let this out
Sorry I needed to let this out
