Wondering how still here

[NotMuchLongerPlease]

Is anyone else appalled that they are still alive? I thought by now I would have absolutely found a way to ctb. I'm so frustrated that I haven't. I'm not functioning on a day to day basis and know I'm an absolute waste of space. I have been praying for death every day for such a long time

 

[GoBack]

Yes. I can't believe I'm still here, neither dead or alive. It's just stupid now

 

[trouble]

Same here. I really thought I'd be gone by now already, but turns out, and now fasten your seatbelts! i'm a coward
But yeah, I haven't even settled on a method either- yet in my calendar it says that tomorrow would be the day I go, yikes, me from a few months ago wouldn't be proud of me now.

 

[disconnection]

Absolutely.