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Satori Komeiji

Satori Komeiji

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historically, poisoning was the most common method for female suicides through mid‑2010s.
by 2020, firearms surpassed poisoning to become the leading method, followed by suffocation, and then poisoning. Poisoning had been the most common method for women up until around 2015.
But since around 2020, firearms became the leading method, with suffocation overtaking poisoning for second place, and poisoning falling to third and yes men commit more with firearms but I'm trying trying to point out the drastic switch for women's methods because I feel like that says something!
Though then again suicide statistics aren't relatively all that reliable entirely obviously.
Hm, I wonder why that is? Maybe it's just that you can easily figure out online these days that downing a bottle of pills isn't going to kill you? I wonder if gun ownership has gone up in recent years...
 
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Hm, I wonder why that is? Maybe it's just that you can easily figure out online these days that downing a bottle of pills isn't going to kill you? I wonder if gun ownership has gone up in recent years...
It has gone up quite drastically, lemme find it, and yea I think people are getting the idea that dying of drugs ain't gonna cut it and I think it also has to do with changing gender dynamics in a way.
In 2020, women made up an estimated 40% of all first-time gun purchasers in the U.S. .

From January 2019 to April 2021, approximately 3.5 million women became new gun owners—almost half of all first-time buyers during that period .

Although that share dipped slightly in 2021, women still accounted for over 33% of new gun buyers that year.
women were historically underrepresented in firearm ownership. For example:

In 2024, about 25% of U.S. women owned a gun, compared to ~40% of men .

But when it comes to new purchasers, women have accounted for up to half of them in recent years .

They now make up roughly one-third to nearly half of first-time buyers, especially in 2020 when their share peaked.

Female gun ownership overall remains lower than men's—but the pace of growth among women is disproportionately high.

The National Shooting Sports Foundation (NSSF) reported 40% in 2020 and just over 33% in 2021 were women.

"Women comprised 40 percent of first‑time gun purchasers" in 2020, and among new gun owners from 2019–2021, "approximately half were women" .

In 2024, approximately 25% of American women (about 42 million) personally owned a firearm .

Men reported a higher rate at about 40%, showing the gender ownership gap persists, but has narrowed over time .

National averages from Pew and Gallup surveys indicate that overall, about one in three adults (32–33%) own a gun —consistent with the 25% female rate and 40% male rate.

While no full nationwide 2025 survey yet,

Trends from 2023–2024 show steady incremental increases among women.

Moreover, new gun ownership surged during 2020–2023, then modestly tapered into 2024

"The rate of gun ownership among women in America is rising…" bolstered women only clubs and a broader cultural shift.
 
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What looks so strong, so delicate
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I don't know how to react I don't fully support it or at least the stereotype about "studs" how so many men hate them and how I can't even speak on it at all even though it was brought up, not trying to argue but come up with a logical reason for the way stereotypes say they act, I just don't like how lesbians are so hated on not the feminine ones because men like those ones but the ones who don't fit stereotypical feminine confines, Always saying shit like "these studs like to act like there tough" all that looks like and feels like to me is a way to again assert dominance,,,

My partner and his brother are over and now there talking about cars and "oh IKEA that's a womenly car" "yea no I wouldn't be seen in that"
Like what the actual fuck,, and god please anyone does anyone experience men at times turning objects into women like cars and in game weapons and tools, it's fucked! But what does my opinion mean, nothing.
Lots of dudes get really uncomfortable if a woman threatens their fragile little masculinity or don't the share sexual attraction he feels towards the woman. I'm not a 'stud' or even a lesbian myself, but I am fairly gender non conforming and it's really obvious they see the masculinity i show as the rejected scraps of what they have. masculinity is perceived as something that must be earned and defended against perceived threats, and so they get all defensive over what is IMO arbitrary.
 
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Lots of dudes get really uncomfortable if a woman threatens their fragile little masculinity or don't the share sexual attraction he feels towards the woman. I'm not a 'stud' or even a lesbian myself, but I am fairly gender non conforming and it's really obvious they see the masculinity i show as the rejected scraps of what they have. masculinity is perceived as something that must be earned and defended against perceived threats, and so they get all defensive over what is IMO arbitrary.
Thats actually a great way of putting it I might relay this to my partner, unlikely but mabye!
 
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My partner just said they don't acknowledge and try to ignore oppression on women because he's already a "little man"
 
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Do periods just take away authenticity to ones emotions from others because it fucking seems like it, and it always has, and I try very hard to not have to actually say "I'm on my period" an even then I won't say that I'd say "the red River runs" or "I bleed"
 
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Wild random info! ⤵️

Lysol was historically marketed to women as a vaginal douche, particularly from the 1920s through the 1960s.
These advertisements often used euphemistic language, referring to "feminine hygiene" to imply its use as a contraceptive, especially during periods when birth control was illegal in the United States and Canada. The marketing campaigns capitalized on societal anxieties about cleanliness and marital discord, suggesting that proper "feminine hygiene" (i.e., douching with Lysol) would prevent issues and maintain a woman's desirability.
However, it's crucial to understand that Lysol, with its original formula containing cresol, was highly caustic and dangerous for this purpose. It led to numerous poisonings, severe irritation, burns, and even deaths. Despite being marketed as safe and effective, it was both harmful and ineffective as a contraceptive.

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Summary

Yes, women died or were severely harmed from using Lysol as a vaginal douche in the early 20th century.

No, there were no major lawsuits or legal reckoning at the time.
There are no prominent public records of class-action or individual lawsuits that reached trial or received widespread coverage specifically related to death or injury from Lysol as a douche. However:

Some individual injury claims may have been quietly settled, but these were not publicized or led to any landmark rulings.

In some rare cases, deaths were reported in medical journals, such as:
Cresol poisoning
Septic shock
Chemical burns or perforated uterus
But again, these deaths were often treated as medical accidents or personal tragedies, not corporate liability.
Although women died or suffered serious harm from using Lysol internally, the legal system offered no formal reckoning.

Cases were handled medically or quietly settled (if settled at all), not taken to court as corporate liability.

The overwhelming silence reflects how women's reproductive health was marginalized, and how public discourse and law excluded many victims.

The truth was buried under shame, silence, and corporate evasion — a tragic example of how women's health was historically neglected and
Exploited.



Most of the evidence about Lysol's deadly use comes from:
Medical journals
Historians and feminist scholars
Health policy researchers, not legal filings
Notable sources include:
Andrea Tone's book: "Devices and Desires: A History of Contraceptives in America"
The Smithsonian, Journal of American History, and Our Bodies, Ourselves.

And What changed?
It wasn't lawsuits — it was public health reform and regulation:
The 1938 Federal Food, Drug, and Cosmetic Act gave the FDA more authority to regulate drugs and cosmetics after a 1937 medicine scandal killed 100+ people.
Over time, medical understanding grew, and doctors began warning against douching.
By the 1960s–70s, with the rise of second-wave feminism and women's health advocacy, public scrutiny grew — and companies quietly pulled the old "disinfectant douching" ads.
 
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Wild random info! ⤵️

Lysol was historically marketed to women as a vaginal douche, particularly from the 1920s through the 1960s.
These advertisements often used euphemistic language, referring to "feminine hygiene" to imply its use as a contraceptive, especially during periods when birth control was illegal in the United States and Canada. The marketing campaigns capitalized on societal anxieties about cleanliness and marital discord, suggesting that proper "feminine hygiene" (i.e., douching with Lysol) would prevent issues and maintain a woman's desirability.
However, it's crucial to understand that Lysol, with its original formula containing cresol, was highly caustic and dangerous for this purpose. It led to numerous poisonings, severe irritation, burns, and even deaths. Despite being marketed as safe and effective, it was both harmful and ineffective as a contraceptive.

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Summary

Yes, women died or were severely harmed from using Lysol as a vaginal douche in the early 20th century.

No, there were no major lawsuits or legal reckoning at the time.
There are no prominent public records of class-action or individual lawsuits that reached trial or received widespread coverage specifically related to death or injury from Lysol as a douche. However:

Some individual injury claims may have been quietly settled, but these were not publicized or led to any landmark rulings.

In some rare cases, deaths were reported in medical journals, such as:
Cresol poisoning
Septic shock
Chemical burns or perforated uterus
But again, these deaths were often treated as medical accidents or personal tragedies, not corporate liability.
Although women died or suffered serious harm from using Lysol internally, the legal system offered no formal reckoning.

Cases were handled medically or quietly settled (if settled at all), not taken to court as corporate liability.

The overwhelming silence reflects how women's reproductive health was marginalized, and how public discourse and law excluded many victims.

The truth was buried under shame, silence, and corporate evasion — a tragic example of how women's health was historically neglected and
Exploited.



Most of the evidence about Lysol's deadly use comes from:
Medical journals
Historians and feminist scholars
Health policy researchers, not legal filings
Notable sources include:
Andrea Tone's book: "Devices and Desires: A History of Contraceptives in America"
The Smithsonian, Journal of American History, and Our Bodies, Ourselves.

And What changed?
It wasn't lawsuits — it was public health reform and regulation:
The 1938 Federal Food, Drug, and Cosmetic Act gave the FDA more authority to regulate drugs and cosmetics after a 1937 medicine scandal killed 100+ people.
Over time, medical understanding grew, and doctors began warning against douching.
By the 1960s–70s, with the rise of second-wave feminism and women's health advocacy, public scrutiny grew — and companies quietly pulled the old "disinfectant douching" ads.
well fuck
 
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What a world ⤵️

Global Overview

75–85% of acid attack victims are women and girls, per Acid Survivors Trust International and literature reviews across 13 countries .

These attacks are often gender-based violence focused on women in contexts like rejected marriage proposals, dowry disputes, and domestic abuse.

🇬🇧 United Kingdom

UK acid attacks differ sharply: most victims (60–70%) are men, often attacked in gang-related or criminal violence

Data from 2023 shows:

Out of 1,244 recorded corrosive substance offences, ~50% were women, and ~59% for threats specifically .

Earlier years (2011–2016) reported 62% male victims and 38% female victims in England.

Other Regions

South Asia (India, Bangladesh, Pakistan)
Women account for 80–90% of victims, often attacked by men known to them over personal disputes or gender violence .


Africa (Nigeria, Uganda, Cambodia)
Some countries show either gender parity or even more male victims:
Uganda: approximately 57% female, 43% male .
Nigeria: around 60% male victims .
Cambodia: cases often evenly split between males and females.


📊 Summary Table: Victim Gender by Region
Region% Women VictimsNotes
Global average75–85%Driven by gender-based violence in South Asia
South Asia~80–90%Motivated by rejection, dowry disputes, etc.
UK~30–40%Majority male victims from gang/criminal violence
Africa (varies)~40–57%Some regions see more balanced or male-skewed victim rates
Cambodia~50%Case reports show gender parity in victims.

Globally, women remain the majority of acid attack victims, especially where violence is gender-driven.

In contrast, UK and some African nations see more acid attacks involving male victims, often linked to criminal or gang-related violence—not gendered motives.

The UK trend is shifting: recent data points to increasing attacks on women, though males remain a plurality.
 
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Idk about y'all but there's something so wrong about this video
 
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So I was playing mordhau and this happens occasionally when I join the game but it felt like it was happening more today the third game I joined as soon as I did came up to me before the round even started and btw we are a team!! And they just started spam hitting me thankfully they couldn't kill me since we weren't in a full public game but even when I joined a public game Wich I don't do often my one of my teammates this one fucked kept emoting and killing me and we are on a teammm!! At some point I started to try to kill him back and guess what he voted for me to get kicked from the game! I even tried to say sorry before even fighting back but idk why I'm saying sorry, like sorry for playing a female character? Idk sorry my user name has miss in it? Idk idk! But I'm the other match where they just kept hitting me but couldn't kill me there was literally three of them and I was just saying hello to my brother and partner in the game and these three other people just had me in a stun lock until they started getting attacked by the NPCs were supposed to kill. Anyway I'm really bad with confrontation and I feel terrible playing games already especially ones that have a dominant male user base and that's basically every game,, I don't think I'm bad but as soon as I mess up once I do,, and I was really starting to have a decent time I love saying hello to other players and trying to be helpful.. but I wasn't even giving the chance by these people, I felt so idk wrong for being there after they stopped so I left the game and my brother and partner where still in the game but I really felt like a loser.







 
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Random info.⤵️

Hormonal birth control was originally tested on Puerto Rican women without their full informed consent. Many suffered serious side effects or died. But the trials went on. Why? Because their pain was seen as acceptable in service of "progress."

The first large-scale human trial of the birth control pill was unethically conducted by Gregory Pincus and John Rock in 1955 in Puerto Rico. Before the drug was approved as safe in the mainland U.S., many poor and uneducated Puerto Rican women were used as guinea pigs by Gregory and John.


Eugenics and unethical clinical trials are part of the contraceptive pill's legacy. It came in a brown bottle, marketed as a safe way for married women to treat menstrual disorders.
 
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I was just saying hello to my brother and partner in the game and these three other people just had me in a stun lock until they started getting attacked by the NPCs were supposed to kill. Anyway I'm really bad with confrontation and I feel terrible playing games already especially ones that have a dominant male user base and that's basically every game,, I don't think I'm bad but as soon as I mess up once I do,, and I was really starting to have a decent time I love saying hello to other players and trying to be helpful.. but I wasn't even giving the chance by these people, I felt so idk wrong for being there

You weren't the one who was wrong for being there, I know the feeling but just know it definitely wasn't you who was in the wrong!! A lot of games have a user base of men that behave toxically and just make the experience terrible for any woman (or anyone they perceive as a woman, if your avatar or username isn't obviously male, etc).

I would game a lot more for the social connection, but it gets exhausting having to vet every single group before you even try playing the game. There are definitely great spaces with people that are fun to be around, but sometimes it's searching for a needle in a haystack. I usually don't have the energy for that. But yeah, you didn't do anything wrong here, they were the ones creating problems instead of just playing the game!
 
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I've been reading no longer human and it's odd,, or natural,, how I poorly I perceive myself,, all the ways Osamu dazi talks about women is the way Ill talk about myself to myself, even if I don't do many of the things he claims these women do,, mabye I do,, but in a self hating sick way i relate to his hatred,, I hate myself even more for feeling that way, I don't want to hate what am but I do.
 
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I think it was a joke but my partner said it so casually,,
"when the governments decided to fool women into working jobs, now there's no exempted tax loopholes from having a wife"
And he said that as I was watching the Netflix trailer for cable girls, I didn't pick it I was just going through my recommended,
And he says that less then six seconds into even watching the trailer I didn't even put the trailer specifically on,
you know how you can start the trailer with clicking on the show well that's what happened, either way I found that sad to hear,,
he loves history and being knowledgeable about random things, I find them fascinating and even if I somehow don't I still take the time to listen and try and understand, because I see how much it intrigues them and or just peaks there interest, so when I tried showing him a ted talk yesterday he just walked away I didn't shove it in his face I just put the video on as if for myself and periodically said shit trying to casually get a reply from him but after three or four minutes he walked away and shut the door to the room,,
I Hear shit like this everyday, it just varies on the bluntness of it at times but I really don't see that being any easier, for me it isn't at least.
 
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Can we make a private chat for women and enby folks? Rather than a thread?
Please do. I dont know where else I can talk about narcissistic abuse, and I feel so lost on so many things specially with respect to inexperienced things in life due to sheltered life
 
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Please do. I dont know where else I can talk about narcissistic abuse, and I feel so lost on so many things specially with respect to inexperienced things in life due to sheltered life
Id like to keep this thread just so jerks can look through it wether they actually hear anything anyone is saying or not just at least knowing it's accessable I like,, but it'd be allot more comfortable to have access to a private chat aswell as a public thread.
 
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Idk why people say women are more supported with mental health problems (especially comsidering most are shamed and considered crazy bitches for having mental illness) because my parents didn't help me with my anxiety and depression when I presented those as a kid, they didn't even know that's what it was, and I realised I had to figure it out my mental problems on my own. Which meant alot of suppression. I even looked up anxiety online once and showed them it and said maybe I have anxiety and my mom just acted upset and like if I didn't mention the problem it didn't exist. Which really helped. And meant I didn't go to other people for help on that front anymore for a long time.
It's the most annoying misogyny I'd rather ppl call me a bitch and say all women are dumb then saying that shit about how we live life on easy mode and can get whatever we want as long as we aren't fat or hideous. I've seen men talk that way on here before.
 
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I'm bad at grammer so I had to get an AI to put in the periods and and commas idk how it's spelled I kept my hard to follow messy thoughts but have been trying to be better for others to understand me here because I feel so stupid and stuck up when I post streams of messages without dividing any of it,, i know I won't care to fix my grammer all the time and It is grammer right when it comes to (.,'"!?-`) for those, I'm just dumb this snippet has no help from an AI to help me find where commas would go and other things,, anyway thought I'd tell you that so my inconsistencies with proper grammer or even spelling would be a little more understood,, i love abstract speeches and ways of speaking but lack the proper idk "muchness" that I need,, haha bad Alice in the wonderland joke? Anyway.

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I don't get the tactic of trying to tell me about how one of your pals you still highly respect more than me but I wonder, did you want me to pity you for your buddy sleeping with one of your old girlfriends? You did the same to me, "pal," but at least you didn't have to listen to it through the doo.

You, you, you. How I wonder what it's like. They mocked you, you know. I know you know. That's a part of why you moved in with your mom a few towns over. They beat you, called you weak like a woman, told you not to have a quote "vagina." They tell you I'm nothing, an emo bitch you need to fuck and get over with. They tell you, when it's just us, to stay on call with them because "there's nothing for you there, buddy."

And later, I get the brunt end of the stick that you're unwilling to show them the demand for respect, or just basic indifference. The cruel words you could only dare joke about to them, you declare to me. You scowl, you yell, or you stay monotone with every judgmental facial expression and offhand remark:

"I don't want to even see your face. Get out when we get there. I don't want to fucking be near you."

I forgot my wallet in the house. You needed smokes. I'd already gone back inside to grab weed for you from my bag. If I went inside again you'd have gotten mad, but I should have. I thought since we were going to your hometown for your pals, you'd have your wallet too. But yours was inside the house as well.

Sometimes I can't help but believe you only release all that pent-up animosity on me. Your self forced idea that you can't ask for mutual respect from the people who are supposed to be your childhood best friends. You say bullying is necessary, yet you've never faced the reality of being constantly bullied and having no friends or getting bullied and not gaining what you got, having your fucking bullies turn into your friends. Friends who still tell you they could pin you down like a woman, kill you easily, break you like a twig, hogtie you, constantly assert their dominance physically and verbally. Because you're the closest one to being as apparently "helpless as a woman."

And yet you lack to give me any evidence that proves they don't hate what I am and that you don't hate what I am too.

I don't know what your tactics are. All I know is they're not genuine.

I'm controversial to love. I agree with too many wrong things you do. But when I agree, I must be seeing it differently. Like when you say, "Next the government needs to control which women can have kids." In my mind, I always thought—not women specifically. I don't think you mean women specifically either, but I'm not sure. I can't say. I agreed too fast.

I believe that anyone with crippling genetic illnesses or physically crippling illnesses it's better if they didn't reproduce. But I'm constantly fighting with these different mindsets, the other being just complete nihilism.

What I don't agree with is that it's a woman's job and burden to carry just themselves. It shouldn't be, when men made this problem raping, inbreeding, and the lack of historical research involving women who were forced into breeding camps, used as guinea pig test subjects, given no care for long term toxicities, no proper biological research on the female anatomy. Women were involved to a small degree, yet women had genuinely no power. Men ruled over whoever they could conquer. That's man's specialty.

Even now, all we see around us is men wanting to conquer and control still. My theory, 89% of the time, is that I will never get to not be inferior if all the care in the world only involves dominance.

I feel crazy. I am. I'm just another crazy bitch, as many would say.
 
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Fatal Stabbing Aftermath

A tragic incident occurred aboard
Charlotte's Lynx Blue Line when 23-year-old Ukrainian refugee
"Iryna Zarutska"
was fatally stabbed by Decarlos Brown Jr., a repeat offender released on cashless bail. He was charged with first-degree murder in both state and federal court.

He has a long criminal history with at least 14 prior arrests, including robbery with a weapon, breaking and entering, larceny, misuse of 911, and assault—some cases dismissed or ending in plea deals .

Brown is diagnosed with schizophrenia, reportedly hearing voices and believing Zarutska was reading his mind, according to family members.

A mental health evaluation ordered after the January arrest took more than six months and did not conclude before the fatal stabbing occurred. Brown had reported delusions to law enforcement months earlier.

Killing of Iryna Zarutska

I tired to put a spoiler but I can't figure it out for currently so- TW TW TW
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Idk why people say women are more supported with mental health problems (especially comsidering most are shamed and considered crazy bitches for having mental illness) because my parents didn't help me with my anxiety and depression when I presented those as a kid, they didn't even know that's what it was, and I realised I had to figure it out my mental problems on my own. Which meant alot of suppression. I even looked up anxiety online once and showed them it and said maybe I have anxiety and my mom just acted upset and like if I didn't mention the problem it didn't exist. Which really helped. And meant I didn't go to other people for help on that front anymore for a long time.
Ohhh yeaaah, I'm sure electro shock therapy and lobotomies are really helpful. I know we've gone away from shit like that now, but men seem to either forget or conveniently ignore the fact that just a few decades ago if a man said his wife or daughter was crazy he could get them locked up in a mental institution for the rest of their lives and have them be experimented on.

Also, men tend to act like anger isn't an emotion. So if they're dealing with issues they bottle things up, don't ask for help and act really angry around everyone and everyone just accepts that as being OK. Women, more often than men, seek out help. So of course it looks like women have more support for their mental health.
It's the most annoying misogyny I'd rather ppl call me a bitch and say all women are dumb then saying that shit about how we live life on easy mode and can get whatever we want as long as we aren't fat or hideous. I've seen men talk that way on here before.
I agree with this 100%. I joke around with my coworkers and one of them calls me a bitch jokingly and the other says some pretty sexist stuff sometimes (not as a joke) and I enjoy interacting with them 100x more than reading incel forum stuff.

The stuff men say about dating really pisses me off. I've heard nothing but 'you're pretty/smart/nice, you'll find someone else' from family, coworkers, and my ex. That just hasn't been the case for me. I got asked out once in my life (I'm 22 and will be 23 later this year). I used to think no one was really interested in me, but my experience with dating apps has shown me there's maybe a handful of guys actually interested and I'm not really into any of them. And that's being generous since I only got asked out on one date. Dating apps don't work, I've been rejected 3/4 times so far (rookie numbers, yes I know), I haven't tried going to bars yet but I don't think my luck will be any better there. And the thing with a large chunk of incels, from what I've seen is they're just insecure and sexist. A lot of the incels I've seen pics of don't look too bad. They probably could get girlfriends if they just acted like normal people.

I'm slowly accepting that I'll probably end up a lonely cat lady and there's not much I can do about that. And of course, men will say it's my fault I ended up that way because women can have anything they want.
 
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Don't believe the B's in the title trying to frame her as a bad person for shooting a man attempting to R her, she didn't wanna have to shoot him until she literally had no choice, believe what you fuckin want but buddy was attempting to R her and she did what she had to I'm order to save herself and potential future victims.

I say potential because he lived
 
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Get ready for some wild fuck shit that actually had me stunned but no one fuckin likes to hear this stuff, ⬇️



Attractiveness of women with rectovaginal endometriosis the 2013 study- https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/22985951/



This study was conducted at the Department of Obstetrics and Gynecology, Università degli Studi di Milano (University of Milan), Italy.-



University of Milan school of medicine https://share.google/sEK4jWF3FGPYsDr1h



In 2013, the journal Fertility and Sterility published a case-control study titled "Attractiveness of women with rectovaginal endometriosis". The research was funded by the University of Milan medical school. It reported that women with rectovaginal endometriosis (a severe form) were rated as "attractive or very attractive" by independent male and female observers more often than two control groups, also suggesting these women had leaner silhouettes and larger breasts .



The paper also gathered measurements (BMI, waist-to-hip ratio, breast to under breast ratio) and sexual history (noting earlier age of first intercourse), and included only white women.



Participants were not aware they would be judged for attractiveness during medical visits.



It's actually quite angering to a point of laughter knowing these fuckers after having there article retracted in 2020 putt out there "apology" stating



This article has been retracted at the request of <the Authors.-- and if this can even be a correction the public backlash in 2020 almost certainly pressured there decision. For seven years, the paper stood without general issue, Once it went viral and was widely condemned, the authors then asked for it to be withdrawn.

And so technically the authors requested the retraction but it only happened after others called it out very publicly.



The entire group of investigators contributing to this study requests to withdraw this article is what is claimed.



"We conducted the study in good faith and according to correct methodology. We believe that our findings have been partly misinterpreted, but at the same time realize that the article may have caused distress to some people. Women's respect is a priority for us and we are extremely sorry for the discontent the publication originated"



And Yes, the study existed and was conducted as described, but it is now marked as retracted at the authors' request and is now recognized as problematic to not everyone but vast amount of people.



The study conducted did not investigate causes or therapies for endometriosis, instead, it judged participants' appearance, which had no clinical value for treatment or understanding of the disease.



The claim that researchers "looked at how attractive the women were instead of investigating causes or treatments" aligns with the criticism, as the line of questioning primarily focused on physical appearance rather than advancing medical knowledge.



You see Endometriosis affects roughly 190 million women globally of reproductive ages causing symptoms like pelvic pain, fatigue, infertility, and sometimes internal bleeding or bowel issues but the exact cause remains unknown .



Patient advocates frequently highlight the underfunding and misalignment of research, where studies like this divert attention from much needed medical breakthroughs, symptom relief, and supportive care



And why was It truly redacted,

1. controversy after going viral and gaining backlash like the fact of exclusion only taking white women.



2. Participants were not informed they would be judged on attractiveness raising serious ethical concerns around informed consent.



3. Critics questioned the scientific validity and usefulness of the methodology, seeing no clear relevance to clinical understanding of endometriosis.



4. Many in the medical and advocacy communities disapproved of the study's framing and messaging, calling the publication objectifying and inappropriate.



(-Who participated-)

Women included:


300 women total:

100 with rectovaginal endometriosis

100 with ovarian endometriosis

100 healthy controls


And How long / how often did women come in?



Well the paper itself does not describe women returning multiple times for long term observation.



Instead, attractiveness ratings were made once, based on photographs taken during their preoperative gynecological evaluation.



Independent "raters" (both male and female physicians) later judged these photos for "attractiveness."



So participants didn't repeatedly come in for weeks they were likely in the hospital/clinic for standard medical appointments tied to their
surgery,,, makes it all the more fucked up,,,



Anyhow What did the women think they were there for, as we now know they had no clue about this other " research " being conducted,,


The participants believed they were attending normal medical visits in preparation for gynecological surgery.


Like What women thought:

They believed they were there for pre-surgical medical exams, not for attractiveness research.



They were not informed that their photos would be evaluated for physical attractiveness..



That lack of informed consent is one of the main ethical issues that led to the backlash and eventual retraction.



What the women actually did



At the pre-surgery visit (3–4 weeks before surgery), each woman:



1. Completed a standardized questionnaire – covering demographics, habits, medical/gynecologic history, and sexual history (including age at first intercourse, number of sexual partners, etc.).



2. Underwent physical measurements – height, weight, waist, hip, breast, and under-breast circumference.



3. Photographs were taken – frontal photos in underwear, according to standardized instructions.




4. Rated for attractiveness – four independent physicians (two male, two female) evaluated the photos and rated each woman's "overall physical attractiveness" on a 5-point Likert scale (1 = very low, 5 = very high).




The physicians doing the attractiveness ratings were not the same doctors performing the exams.



Raters were blinded to the women's diagnoses but not blinded to the study's purposes in rating attractiveness,, so they still followed through with the " research " without question, later they got push back and the backlash and suddenly they regretted being apart of the study.




Now Here's the timeline, step by step:



Jan 2006 – Mar 2011 → Recruitment and data collection at the University of Milan (photos, measurements, questionnaires).



2011–2012 → Data analysis, writing, and peer review.


September 2012 → The paper was first accepted and posted online ahead of print in Fertility and Sterility.



January 2013 → The study was officially published in print (Fertility and Sterility, Vol. 99, Issue 1, pp. 212–218).


The paper stayed in the journal for 8 years before being retracted in 2021..


all the photos and measurements were gathered over those five years

That means by the time the public even saw the study, some of the women's data had been sitting in the researchers' files for up to 7 years.
woman participated in early 2006, there photos and data sat in the researchers' files for roughly 6–7 years before publication.
Other patients who joined later and participated in 2011, there data sat for only about 1–2 years before publication.


The women's private data (photos, body measurements, sexual history) stayed in the researchers' files and in use for 10–15 years before the study was formally discredited.

The published article itself was in circulation for 8 years before it was withdrawn.

Some participants' involvement (2006 recruits) lasted a decade and a half before the scientific record admitted the study should not have existed in that form,,
their data stayed in circulation for up to 15 years before the journal admitted the study was inappropriate.


patients where again here for real health issues as most participants needed some kind of surgical assistance, so Surgery lengths for patients typically 3–4 weeks after the pre-op evaluation.

So Before the Retraction:

The photos and questionnaires were kept in the research files at the University of Milan, just like any other clinical research data.

They were never made public — the published article only reported summaries and ratings (e.g., "Group A had higher attractiveness scores"), not the actual pictures.

The study methods said the data were stored and used for analysis during 2006–2012.


Now After the Retraction in (2021) :

1. The journal's role

Journals do not have access to raw data (like photos). They only retract the article itself.

Retraction doesn't delete the data; it only marks the publication as invalid/unethical.

And

2. The university's role

Under EU/Italian research rules, the University of Milan (not the journal) is the legal custodian of the raw data.

By law, research data often must be archived for at least 10 years after study completion.

Since this study ended in 2011, the data would normally be stored until at least 2021 presumably,


And now!! What's unknown! :

The retraction notice did not say whether the photos and questionnaires were destroyed afterward.

The University of Milan has not issued a public statement about disposal or retention.

In theory, they may still be archived internally, unless there was a specific directive to destroy them after the backlash.


Retraction doesn't delete the data; it only marks the publication as invalid/unethical.


Anyway random stuff.





 
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YandereMikuMistress

YandereMikuMistress

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No woman in India can claim she grew up free of oppressive expectations. Laws favor men, culture demands obedience, and every institution family, school, religion, media reinforces her subjugation. Even daily life teaches her that her worth is tied to submission.

To survive, women internalize these limits. Even when they pick and choose what to follow, they still uphold the system that diminishes them. Self-hate isn't always conscious, but it's baked in.

In a society where every message, law, and norm consistently signals that women are lesser, oppression is inescapable. To deny it is to ignore reality.
 
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YandereMikuMistress

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Fatal Stabbing Aftermath

A tragic incident occurred aboard
Charlotte's Lynx Blue Line when 23-year-old Ukrainian refugee
"Iryna Zarutska"
was fatally stabbed by Decarlos Brown Jr., a repeat offender released on cashless bail. He was charged with first-degree murder in both state and federal court.

He has a long criminal history with at least 14 prior arrests, including robbery with a weapon, breaking and entering, larceny, misuse of 911, and assault—some cases dismissed or ending in plea deals .

Brown is diagnosed with schizophrenia, reportedly hearing voices and believing Zarutska was reading his mind, according to family members.

A mental health evaluation ordered after the January arrest took more than six months and did not conclude before the fatal stabbing occurred. Brown had reported delusions to law enforcement months earlier.

Killing of Iryna Zarutska

I tired to put a spoiler but I can't figure it out for currently so- TW TW TW
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Nikki Bhati death-

Mind the Gap: The death and life of Nikki Bhati | Hindustan Times https://share.google/PzLudUfG1Sr9F07xM


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So Nikki married Vipin Bhati in December 2016
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in a double wedding ceremony alongside her sister, Kanchan, who married Vipin's brother, Rohit. The Bhati family reportedly received significant dowry gifts, including a Scorpio SUV, a Royal Enfield motorcycle, cash, and gold. Despite these gifts, Nikki's in-laws allegedly continued to demand additional dowry, leading to escalating tensions and abuse.
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2016-2022 Nikki and Kanchan opened a beauty parlour, but in-laws took away there earnings $,, there's been many disputes over money and Nikkis social midea attention worsened tensions between families,,
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According to reports, Nikki and Kanchan faced persistent dowry harassment and physical abuse from their husbands and in-laws. The sisters were subjected to routine beatings and verbal abuse, and their husbands reportedly spent time with other women. Nikki returned to her parental home multiple times due to the abuse but was convinced to return to her marital home each time. 1000003212
In 2023 vipins drinking worsened and he was allegedly involved with another women, fights increased,and Nikki was forced to shut down her parlour over family pressure involving prolonged demands from there dowry.

2025 Aug 21.
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Nikki told her husband, Vipin Bhati, that she wanted to reopen her beauty parlour with her sister, According to Kanchan Nikki's sister
There mother in law daya according to Kanchan handed kerosene to Vipin, who poured it on Nikki and set her on fire, In one of the clips allegedly filmed by her sister Kanchan, Nikki is seen on fire outside and extending her arms outward, stumbling as if surrendering or trying to balance herself while the flames spread.
Eyewitnesses and neighbours later said it looked like she was in shock, no longer screaming as loudly, almost appearing to give up.
P.s I did see what video but cannot seem to re find it again anyhow
This imagery of her arms outstretched, engulfed in fire has been described in media accounts and by people who saw the video, but most outlets have blurred or withheld the raw footage because of how graphic it is,,
while there five year old son witnessed the attack later saying
"they burnt my mother"
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The police quickly arrested her husband Vipin and his family. When officers took Vipin back to the house to collect evidence, he allegedly tried to grab a pistol and escape. He was shot in the leg and taken back into custody. Later, Nikki's sister alleged that their mother-in-law had handed over the kerosene used to burn her alive.

Today, all four accused sit in jail, while Nikki's grieving father calls for justice, describing them as "butchers who don't deserve to live."

Aug,22 2025 Nikki had her funeral
And was cremated at around 8 AM, at the family residence in Sirsa village, Greater Noida
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Soo-
In Greater Noida, two sisters began their married lives under the same roof. One of them was 28-year-old Nikki Bhati. What should have been a home filled with love instead turned into a place of endless demands.
Her family had already given a car, a bike, cash, and gold at the time of marriage but it was never enough. More was asked: ₹36 lakh, even luxury cars like a Mercedes or an Audi.
Nikki, however, had her own dreams. She wanted to reopen her beauty parlour and stand on her own feet again. But every time she tried to take a step forward,
someone in that house pulled her back...






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It was confirmed there was no gas cylinder in the house, making the "cylinder blast" claim an impossibility and strengthening the case for intentional burning.




How is it that a gas cylinder blast always seems to kill only the daughter in law of the house while no one else is harmed? Absolutely mind blowing... Nothing has changed in India, and sadly it looks like it will remain backward for another 50 years.

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Man I gotta look into this..
 

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