I'm not trying to be rude, but a poll on a suicide forum isn't reflective of the real world, for one. Another similar answer probably won't help, but honestly…
Most women are heterosexual, so transitioning for this reason would be asinine. Your dating pool as a trans woman would still only be limited to lesbian and bisexual women, and that's already a tiny percent if the population. There are a lot of those women who still wouldn't date you even after a full transition, which would take years of work and money to accomplish properly assuming you want surgery. All for an identity you don't want that would make life harder in every regard.
Your life may suck now, but this would only make things worse in the long run, and it's not the way to get a romantic relationship. It would decrease your chances wildly if anything.