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RowdyH999

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I have my N from D. In a couple weeks I will ctb. My buddy is making an account and will be present to document the time to lose consciousness and the time it takes my heart to stop. I have Meto and will follow a regiment. I will post on that day also, with updates as the Meto is taken, N taken, alcohol to chase it, etc. He will post after I am not able to, to help out our awesome community here with the info everyone seeks. I will let y'all know his username when that day comes. Any questions or things anyone wants to him watch for or document specifically?
 
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AkCaptCrunch

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Going to check out the rules and FAQ page, check out some threads. Thank you for the chance to help make my best friend's wishes possible.
 
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time4sleep

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Jul 18, 2021
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Just to clear this up (I'm not that smart!) RowdyH999, your buddy is AkCaptCrunch?

This isn't my method, but I'm sure others on here will find this information useful.

I hope you're OK and this is what you really want
 
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RowdyH999

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Just to clear this up (I'm not that smart!) RowdyH999, your buddy is AkCaptCrunch?

This isn't my method, but I'm sure others on here will find this information useful.

I hope you're OK and this is what you really want
It indeed is. I'm okay, excited to start the next life. I've put a lot of thought into this for a while and it's not rushed in any way :)
 
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time4sleep

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It indeed is. I'm okay, excited to start the next life. I've put a lot of thought into this for a while and it's not rushed in any way :)
This is a good thing, thanks for clearing that up.

All the best :heart:
 
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CiproKilledMe

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Mar 23, 2021
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I'd just like to know if it's distressing to witness. All of the Switzerland N videos splice out a bunch of time between the drinking of the N and the person's actually death. I always wonder what we're not seeing in those edited-out minutes and/or hours. Do they snore and gasp for air a lot? (This also interests me because if the dying process is loud, that would increase the odds of being discovered and intervened with).

I wish you the best and thank you for keeping us in mind. I've been curious to know how much different (if at all) ctb is with vet N than ctb with "non-vet" N like they use in Switzerland. To my knowledge there aren't any vids or witness accounts of someone ctb with vet N so this will be very helpful information.
 
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RowdyH999

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I'd just like to know if it's distressing to witness. All of the Switzerland N videos splice out a bunch of time between the drinking of the N and the person's actually death. I always wonder what we're not seeing in those edited-out minutes and/or hours. Do they snore and gasp for air a lot? (This also interests me because if the dying process is loud, that would increase the odds of being discovered and intervened with).

I wish you the best and thank you for keeping us in mind. I've been curious to know how much different (if at all) ctb is with vet N than ctb with "non-vet" N like they use in Switzerland. To my knowledge there aren't any vids or witness accounts of someone ctb with vet N so this will be very helpful information.
Precisely why I am doing it. It equates to 6.5 grams per bottle, 13 grams total. There is added alcohol and preservatives as it isn't too stable of a solution. We will see!
 
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Ummm...be careful you don't do anything that may get you in legal trouble!!!
 
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Precisely why I am doing it. It equates to 6.5 grams per bottle, 13 grams total. There is added alcohol and preservatives as it isn't too stable of a solution. We will see!
This is very nice of you. I think it will be an important addition to the resources on this site. Have you had your N tested?

Will you be wearing a fingertip pulse meter in camera view? How will he know when your heart stops?
 
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RowdyH999

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Mar 17, 2021
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This is very nice of you. I think it will be an important addition to the resources on this site. Have you had your N tested?

Will you be wearing a fingertip pulse meter in camera view? How will he know when your heart stops?
My buddy will be posting about it after I'm out. He will check for a pulse now and then. I did a little test of it, not very scientific but it should all go as planned. It seems pure.
 
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fruit-loops

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Jun 27, 2021
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It have to be hard for your partner to help you with that, but it's a sign of strength and dedication. My respect.

In any case, as Bullit says, be careful to not be possible of persecuted by law!
 
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RowdyH999

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Mar 17, 2021
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Following this
I'd follow me not this thread, it will be a new thread when it's time :)
It have to be hard for your partner to help you with that, but it's a sign of strength and dedication. My respect.

In any case, as Bullit says, be careful to not be possible of persecuted by law!
He's a very good friend. He's more of a brother than my actual one for sure. As far as legality, I told him that he can't hand me a drink or cheer me on etc, anything that can be taken as having a part in it. I learned yesterday suicide is no longer a crime. :D
 
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nothing is left
Jul 21, 2021
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the best of luck! question: is it going to be livestream or a video?
 
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RowdyH999

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Mar 17, 2021
136
Also, I will have a partner present. If they want to make themselves known when the time comes they are welcome to. :) The community will get a detailed report on 2 via vet N. I believe they will post on my thread I will create when that day comes in roughly a little over a week. So me, another gentleman, and my witness will all be posting from our perspectives.
 
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Alwaysbadtime

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Jun 28, 2021
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I hope you aren't taking Seroquel or Quentiapine....I just learned it prolongs coma. I think it's nice what you are planning to do, though I would still be nervous if I were the people with you as far as allowing it to happen (legal shit). Take care.
 
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RowdyH999

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I hope you aren't taking Seroquel or Quentiapine....I just learned it prolongs coma. I think it's nice what you are planning to do, though I would still be nervous if I were the people with you as far as allowing it to happen (legal shit). Take care.
Only one will be there that is not going to ctb. In the US suicide isn't illegal. He has no obligation to inform the police, and there's not crime provided he doesn't assist in any way at all, even with words. And I do not take any meds.
 
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Alwaysbadtime

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Jun 28, 2021
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Only one will be there that is not going to ctb. In the US suicide isn't legal. He has no obligation to inform the police, and there's not crime provided he doesn't assist in any way at all, even with words. And I do not take any meds.
Good luck. I'm not trying to shit-ball your plan...If I were your pal I would hesitate. If your family found out they could probably prosecute your friend for something like negligence. I'm no lawyer...this just sounds risky.
 
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RowdyH999

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Good luck. I'm not trying to shit-ball your plan...If I were your pal I would hesitate. If your family found out they could probably prosecute your friend for something like negligence. I'm no lawyer...this just sounds risky.
Not much family. I've checked into the legality of it. Plus my family I do have wouldn't do that. This is my best friend. Basically my brother.
 
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Benegra

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May you rest in peace brother.
 
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xrafinha

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Suicide isn't a crime but aiding suicide is, and I'm beting the authoritys wouldn't look at it the way you are looking at it... Careful.
 
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RowdyH999

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Suicide isn't a crime but aiding suicide is, and I'm beting the authoritys wouldn't look at it the way you are looking at it... Careful.
I've checked it out. Nobody has prosecuted anyone for being present, provided they did not encourage the person or hand them whatever was used for ctb.
 
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Alwaysbadtime

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Only one will be there that is not going to ctb. In the US suicide isn't illegal. He has no obligation to inform the police, and there's not crime provided he doesn't assist in any way at all, even with words. And I do not take any meds.
Don't you want someone to inform police so you're picked up? Will he not? Who will?
 
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RowdyH999

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Don't you want someone to inform police so you're picked up? Will he not? Who will?
Haven't figured out that part yet. Been too excited the time is finally here to plan afterwards. He could I suppose, that or call the hotel with an anonymous tip for the room number.
 
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Benegra

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Jul 18, 2021
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I have my N from D. In a couple weeks I will ctb. My buddy is making an account and will be present to document the time to lose consciousness and the time it takes my heart to stop. I have Meto and will follow a regiment. I will post on that day also, with updates as the Meto is taken, N taken, alcohol to chase it, etc. He will post after I am not able to, to help out our awesome community here with the info everyone seeks. I will let y'all know his username when that day comes. Any questions or things anyone wants to him watch for or document specifically?
Could you tell me the exact process? As I also am going to choose N. You take meto beforehand and drink alcohol after drinking N?
 
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RowdyH999

Student
Mar 17, 2021
136
Could you tell me the exact process? As I also am going to choose N. You take meto beforehand and drink alcohol after drinking N?
Yes and yes. I will post when the time comes, but the plan is a 12 hour fast. Meto 45 minutes prior. Drink N. Then down a couple shots.
 
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Thegoldenapples

Specialist
Aug 12, 2020
349
Yes and yes. I will post when the time comes, but the plan is a 12 hour fast. Meto 45 minutes prior. Drink N. Then down a couple shots.
Consider taking the meto an hour before as per the regime as it can take 30-60 mins to fully kick in. PPH suggest a light meal e.g a piece of simple toast beforehand. Apparently that helps to reduce vomiting. Can ahve 30 mins before you stat dose.
 
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