wishing your trauma was worse

[$u1r3n~]

is it just me because i always wished i went through worser things. like yeah i was molested when i was 8 but i barely felt anything about it now. i feel like i have no reason for acting the way i am and that i hope to get some sort of a more terrible trauma so i can feel that my feelings are validated. i swear im not an attention seeker, i hadnt even vent or told how i felt to anyone before.

 

[ma0]

Exact same thing here, I think I'm pretty gifted but for some reason I just want to feel miserable and suffer horrifically, just so I can validate my own trauma and say that it's as bad as others.

I think we're all just attention whores really...

 

[Spazsticatednoodle]

is it just me because i always wished i went through worser things. like yeah i was molested when i was 8 but i barely felt anything about it now. i feel like i have no reason for acting the way i am and that i hope to get some sort of a more terrible trauma so i can feel that my feelings are validated. i swear im not an attention seeker, i hadnt even vent or told how i felt to anyone before.

Same I was molested too but the person only touched me nothing else I feel the same way sometimes but I always tell myself that I don't need something to validate how I feel it doesn't matter if I'm overreacting or not cause I don't care anymore