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WallTermite

WallTermite

Student
Aug 16, 2025
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Sorry if this sounds insensitive. I know many people are here because they feel lonely. Sometimes I just wish I lived alone so I could focus on my plans, as it would be infinitely easier to ctb.
 
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BlueMist96

BlueMist96

Tired
May 12, 2026
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My family are all I have and the only thing in the way of my suicide. I love them but I can relate.
 
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suimaxxer

suimaxxer

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Apr 17, 2026
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at the last family gathering, my grandfather told me that he was glad i came and it just didn't feel the same without me. it makes me feel really guilty about wanting to ctb
 
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PanaxMan

Water fasting until death (Currently homeless)
Apr 11, 2023
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Sorry if this sounds insensitive. I know many people are here because they feel lonely. Sometimes I just wish I lived alone so I could focus on my plans, as it would be infinitely easier to ctb.
True and I mean going homeless is a choice along with just walking into a forest
 

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