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LastDayOnEarth

Student
May 20, 2025
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Wish I could just hire someone to kill me
 
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RoadtoFreedomTwo

RoadtoFreedomTwo

Member
May 28, 2025
49
Wish I could just hire someone to kill me
Same here mate. I've been using Tor and looking all over the Dark Net to hire someone to just do the job and have come up dry. If anyone knows of someone though, please PM me!
 
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wham311

Enlightened
Mar 1, 2025
1,201
Fucking crazy to have tens of thousands of dollars and can't figure out a way to die with it
 
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Apathy79

Apathy79

Elementalist
Oct 13, 2019
876
Didn't this happen to someone on SS and she just ended up getting tortured and not dying? Careful what you wish for with that kind of crowd.
 
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purplesky9

Specialist
Sep 21, 2024
301
You'd have to put a lot of trust into whoever you paid to do it. They'd probably just make off with your money and not actually go through with it.
 
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bankai

bankai

Visionary
Mar 16, 2025
2,346
There are tons of A class hitmen out there. Just look up the Barry Sherman murder. It's the most ridiculous thing imaginable. Someone walked into this billionaire's mansion in the middle of the day and killed him and his wife. They haven't found out who did it yet. It's been years. Dude is a multi billionaire and this happened inside his mansion. How the hell can you pull off something like that?

What's crazier is the way both of them were killed.My guess is it's some covert agency behind it.But back to the topic at hand, how would you hire people like this? So legit hitmen aren't really available unless you're some really high up mafia boss,cartel member or government agency .You'll probably end up walking into a sting. I'm not sure what charges you'll face if you try to kill yourself, but tons of wives and husbands have been caught in sting operations trying to get their spouse killed.
 
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Doll Steak

Doll Steak

Student
May 31, 2025
176
That would actually be pretty awesome, like you can just hire someone be like "Hey I want to die, I don't care when so just surprise me." then you can just go on a peaceful walk knowing instant death is coming any second. but... that's just a fantasy...
 
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SchizoGymnast

SchizoGymnast

Warlock
May 28, 2024
741
You might get an undercover cop. That's another thing.
 
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bankai

bankai

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Mar 16, 2025
2,346
I know there are tons of cheap hit men you can hire in Colombia and Brazil.'Cause there were tons and tons of videos of these shootings on LiveLeak when it was up and running.But if you go to some of these places maybe you don't even need to hire someone. Just being there might be enough.😂

It's usually a couple of guys wearing helmets on a motorcycle that will come up to you suddenly and shoot you in the head then take off.
 
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astonishedturnip

astonishedturnip

Like Christine Chubbuck, but sadder
Jan 16, 2024
266
Lowkey my dream method. Just here one minute, gone the next, none the wiser. Fodder for true crime heads, too. Wish it could be done without my family being traumatized with unanswered questions tho.

There are a couple of examples off the top of my head of people who successfully got a loved one to kill them as a form of suicide... Betty Walker in 1961, as well as the friend of that guy who blew himself up by the fertility clinic... Of course that just puts your loved one in immense legal trouble and a difficult burden of proof... not to mention the emotional/mental ramifications but possible.

Didn't this happen to someone on SS and she just ended up getting tortured and not dying? Careful what you wish for with that kind of crowd.
Damn, source? That's just horrific :/
 
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Apathy79

Apathy79

Elementalist
Oct 13, 2019
876
I think this was the original:


And this a subsequent near miss with the same user:


It's just one off the top of my head. There have been a handful.
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
4,075
hiring some one to kill you was legal until government monsters made this a crime

Same with nembutal , suicide booths , kits etc
 
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Latios

Latios

Experienced
Nov 22, 2020
270
There are tons of A class hitmen out there. Just look up the Barry Sherman murder. It's the most ridiculous thing imaginable. Someone walked into this billionaire's mansion in the middle of the day and killed him and his wife. They haven't found out who did it yet. It's been years. Dude is a multi billionaire and this happened inside his mansion. How the hell can you pull off something like that?

What's crazier is the way both of them were killed.My guess is it's some covert agency behind it.But back to the topic at hand, how would you hire people like this? So legit hitmen aren't really available unless you're some really high up mafia boss,cartel member or government agency .You'll probably end up walking into a sting. I'm not sure what charges you'll face if you try to kill yourself, but tons of wives and husbands have been caught in sting operations trying to get their spouse killed.
I feel like that hitman didn't got caught b/c the person/organization that ordered the hit has enough clout with law enforcement to get the investigation suppressed.
 
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bankai

Visionary
Mar 16, 2025
2,346
I feel like that hitman didn't got caught b/c the person/organization that ordered the hit has enough clout with law enforcement to get the investigation suppressed.
Yeah, what's weird is the whole Canadian government got involved in trying to solve the case.
Lot of high level agencies investigators. They don't have a single clue.There's also like a 20 million plus reward for information regarding who killed him. His children posted this reward. But it didn't yield any results. I won't be surprised if it's some really high level agency.
 
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deathisapanacea

Student
Mar 10, 2025
175
This CTB path should be discussed more often on SaSu. It's the ideal way to go out for people who have some money with them.

It's a Shame that this method Will remain a distant dream for us. There are tons of armed assassins across the world who will kill for a paltry sum and on the other side there are people like us who desperately want to be their customers. Two things are stopping our marriage. The lack of a legit marketplace to match assasins and volunteer victims and lack of professionalism of the assasins.

I wish someone living in an assasin rich country would form a bridge between killers and volunteer victims from across the globe and ensure a clean job. This needs to be done ASAP. There is a good money to made in the assasin brokerage job.
 
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Alexandra_

Alexandra_

Don't Fear the Reaper
Sep 30, 2023
757
Probably every suicide has thought about this method at least once.
I once asked my family to kill me because I was desperate, they, naturally, refused me. But in general, there are many cases in real life when close people provide such help. When I see this in movies, I cry
 
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Vivissa

Vivissa

Member
Jun 9, 2025
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I know there are tons of cheap hit men you can hire in Colombia and Brazil.'Cause there were tons and tons of videos of these shootings on LiveLeak when it was up and running.But if you go to some of these places maybe you don't even need to hire someone. Just being there might be enough.😂

It's usually a couple of guys wearing helmets on a motorcycle that will come up to you suddenly and shoot you in the head then take off.
ehmm... I from Colombia, and there are few places were you can do that. Those are war zones. You can go to Gaza and would be even easier.
 
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finalgoodbye:(

finalgoodbye:(

Student
Jun 13, 2025
141
ehmm... I from Colombia, and there are few places were you can do that. Those are war zones. You can go to Gaza and would be even easier.
Yeah but no one can get out of Gaza let alone enter it
 
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kopebaldy

Dovahkiin
Jul 5, 2025
419
Oh that's my dream method, but unfortunately something ike hitman service will never be available to common folks.

You will be running into either scammers or police searching for one.
 
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bankai

Visionary
Mar 16, 2025
2,346
The interesting thing with this method is it's a guaranteed death. The hitman just needs to check vital signs,etc and make sure.
 
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honir

honir

Member
May 10, 2022
18
Funny that I read this post. This actually happened to a friend of mine. I now understand that some people do this so they can still recover or get their insurance if they had any. I still have the means to contact who my friend contacted though but why involve others right?
 
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a-fond-farewell

a-fond-farewell

"You say she's waiting, and I know what for"
May 22, 2025
79
gene sprague said something similar in one of his livejournal posts. weird how history doesn't repeat itself, but often rhymes.
 
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knickknack81

Student
Apr 28, 2025
163
I know there are tons of cheap hit men you can hire in Colombia and Brazil.'Cause there were tons and tons of videos of these shootings on LiveLeak when it was up and running.But if you go to some of these places maybe you don't even need to hire someone. Just being there might be enough.😂

It's usually a couple of guys wearing helmets on a motorcycle that will come up to you suddenly and shoot you in the head then take off.
This does sound great in theory. Part of me worries that if i hired someone cheap and did the hit in a drive-by type style, they might not be as quick and painless as youd think. They might shoot you but it wouldn't might not kill you instantly (or at all). It could be an act that is painful and doesnt even kill you but leaves you with permanent injuries/issues. At that point, its really not that much different then many of the other attempts on makes except that person isn't the one actually doing the work.

I think the movies have glorified hitmen to the point that we can hire some slick gangster figure in a black suit and shades to just roll up and get the job done if the money is right. When in fact, it really isn't like that for the majority of people (who don't have organized crime/gov agency connections). As someone said, a lot of the time there are police officers posing as hitman for sting operations. Which will get you in more trouble. Wish it wasn't that difficult.
 
honir

honir

Member
May 10, 2022
18
But they do exist. From your statement, I have come to a theory that anyone who has the thoughts of CTB might actually be more concerned with the pain thus not really pushing through with hiring a hitman. Think of it, when one is really decided, they just go and push through with it (nothing to lose style). My theory here now is that, no one really goes on with the concept of completing the CTB idea because of the fear of pain...I was stabbed with an ice pick once. It is like a screwdriver. I was in a crowd and we and my group were walking in the midst of the crowd. I felt a bit exhausted and when we sat down my friend saw this wet patch on my clothing and It was then that I realized I was bleeding. I was rushed to the hospital. Anyway, from what I recall, it may have felt quite warm but it wasn't painful in the sense that I would be in pure agony or maybe because I wasnt really aware and was distracted with the crowd. I figure that a gunshot would be the same maybe? I really dont know. Never tried it. So, again, maybe this site was probably a way to look into the painless CTB method. So, this hire a hitman idea would probably not prosper unless of course, you have insurance that you want to be paid out to your family or something like that.
 
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r.m.216

Student
Aug 11, 2025
168
I wish I could pay someone to inject me with h
 

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