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Manja

Can't wait to die
Nov 27, 2019
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Bye Isam...hope you find peace and happiness :heart:
 
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KiraLittleOwl

Lost in transition
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Rushon

Rushon

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Dec 12, 2019
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Thank you for sharing, love and peace to you.
 
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BlueWidow

BlueWidow

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Oct 6, 2019
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I wish you a peaceful transition and I hope you find freedom from your suffering.
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Dec 12, 2019
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this is heartbreaking ..
 
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Skyview

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Dec 9, 2019
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find your tranquility , it awaits you . speed onward and upward . :heart:
 
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charlottewilts

read Dostoyevsky
Jun 15, 2019
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may you find eternal peace :heart:
 
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NeCkDeEp

Experienced
Nov 30, 2019
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I feel so strange about Isam her ctb seriously (probably because she's the first member I spoke a few days in a row with by pm), I even just woke up and had a dream that she succeeded.
Anyway I really hope that she has found her peace and that she'll be in a better place now! :heart:
 
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TheLastGoodbye

Student
Oct 23, 2019
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Sad to see you go, but I hope you find the peace you are looking for.
 
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LivingToLong

Experienced
Feb 23, 2019
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As I think about you now isam, I wonder where you are. You said you were alone in your apartment. Is your corpse laying at peace, waiting to be found? In other scenarios, that would sound like a dark, macabre thought but here it sounds like a comforting reality. You are at peace at last. You have found your solitude. I envy that.

You were with us for such a short period of time; a brief stop-over on your journey (there's a moral there for us all) I feel sorry that I didn't read your first post on here. I read them all last night, after you'd passed. You wrote so well, so honestly and openly. Brave and cheerful, accepting of the world that you lived in yet with a certainty that you wanted it to end. It was almost a contradiction; you spoke so casually of your troubles, as if they weren't troubles at all. Who can know the pains they caused within you.

I can't help but feel that maybe we'd passed each other at some time, such are the coincidences in life. I too live in France. Maybe you weren't so far away? Maybe we did pass each other in the aisle of a supermarket. We pass so many people every day. We don't know them, they don't know us. I didn't know you isam but today you have made me think of all those people, all those other people that I pass and don't know. I thank you for that.

Wherever you are, indeed if you are nowhere, I prey you have found your peace.
 
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Tearygirl

I hate being alone. So please don't leave me.
Dec 1, 2019
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I can't stop crying. I'll go there soon. Please be there for me.
 
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Emily123

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May 28, 2019
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I will cry a lot
Oh my God . I can not still beielive that she is gone . She was my only friend here . :aw: :aw: :heart:
 
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MeltingHeart

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Sep 9, 2019
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cant believe how short a time they were on here for! Just one week only. @LivingToLong
 
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LMLN

Paragon
Aug 10, 2019
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cant believe how short a time they were on here for! Just one week only. @LivingToLong
I suppose she could have been a guest for longer. But it was quick once the SN arrived.
 
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LivingToLong

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Feb 23, 2019
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It sure seemed she knew what she was about, a women on a mission.

Some of us (like me) find this place looking for info then either get sidetracked and want to linger a while, or aren't quite as ready to cbt as they thought. Isam wasn't like that. She knew what she wanted and without fuss went about getting it. You have to admire that. An incredible women, and I miss her without ever even knowing her.
 
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NeCkDeEp

NeCkDeEp

Experienced
Nov 30, 2019
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It sure seemed she knew what she was about, a women on a mission.

Some of us (like me) find this place looking for info then either get sidetracked and want to linger a while, or aren't quite as ready to cbt as they thought. Isam wasn't like that. She knew what she wanted and without fuss went about getting it. You have to admire that. An incredible women, and I miss her without ever even knowing her.
I agree, as someone who spoke daily with Isam by pm she seemed really sure of her decision, a lot of people have received their SN yesterday and today so it doesn't say anything that she was only here for a short period.
The only time when I had doubts about her decision was when she pmed me to tell me that she received SN: she didn't know what to feel and had so many emotions at once. (Her words.)
She decided to proceed with her decision 30 minutes after not knowing how to feel, in all honesty I advise if someone gets doesn't know how to feel to have a longer think about it as the decision is gonna be permanent.

Anyway, I really hope she has found her peace.
 
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Dearmummy

Member
Dec 11, 2019
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Bye bye . Peace with you dear.....may I find you at the other side
 
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blivogade

blivogade

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Nov 7, 2019
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Goodbye. :heart:
i hope your journey was peaceful.
 
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Emily123

Arcanist
May 28, 2019
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I feel so strange about Isam her ctb seriously (probably because she's the first member I spoke a few days in a row with by pm), I even just woke up and had a dream that she succeeded.
Anyway I really hope that she has found her peace and that she'll be in a better place now! :heart:
I have the same feeling . Her good bye thread really broke my heart . Maybe because she was very young . I had never seen her . But her face while she is asleep is in the back of my mind . I am sure she looks like angles now . :aw: :heart:
 
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