No. I don't really care what people think of me after the fact. In fact, the less they like me, the easier it will be for them. However, I don't really want people to hate me either. I just want to be forgotten
Same here, I just want to be forgotten and such will happen regardless of who I was as an individual, be it in 10 years or 10,000 years it makes no difference. One of my biggest issues with humanity is it's shortsightedness. Everyone tends to blow things out of proportion and they all have main character syndrome. Hate to break it to people but that just isn't the case, none of us are special and all of us end up in the same place.
Choosing to get out of this existence early means absolutely nothing in the grand scheme of things and if a couple porn videos from back when I still had a sex drive pop up or some posts on this site show up so what?
I went along with this illusion as long as I could and the diminishing returns piled up until debt became a reality and the hole just keeps getting larger whether it be financial or emotional debt.
I know people who have deluded themselves into thinking that god is running their lives, others who worship paper money as their lord and savior, some who enjoy tearing others down to their level because misery loves company, and everything in between and none of them are special.
Neither am I, neither are you who are reading this, neither are the aliens who find and comb through this data a million years from now.
Existence is just a sick joke and I'm not laughing.