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shironeko

shironeko

Misfortune incarnate
Sep 9, 2024
39
No.

Fortunately many people won't miss me. They would be happy to see me kms and gossiping around someone I once known.

Some in my family may miss my past self who already dead. So I couldn't care less.

I would only care about people who known my true self and understands my pain, who acknowledges me as a whole even though I cannot accept myself.

I would feel terrible because they really cared about me. I do not want to hurt them. Such nice persons are not deserving to feel the pain I caused.

So I don't want them to know. I don't want anyone to *miss* my true self.

But, sometimes, I would still want to be remembered. So contradictory.. why???
 
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westerly_merlin

westerly_merlin

I am past my best before date
Aug 13, 2025
96
I think my siblings will make a song and dance about me leaving but just so they can show the rest of the world they care. (they don't care about me, just what others think about them)


My son will, but I think he will inherit the money to be able to follow his dreams and see me CTB as an enabler for him.
 
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