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Apr 17, 2026
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Hello. I am continuing to experiment with psh, and am wondering if my new setup is effective or not.
I have a thin rope tied to a bar in my closet using an arbor knot, and I tied a slipknot for my neck. It is low enough to the ground to where I am fully sitting on my knees and kind of have to force my head/neck downwards in order to get stronger/faster results (dizziness, blurry vision). Here's a diagram I made.

If I hadn't lifted myself up, I'd have passed out. I was turning red/purple and my eyes were all red after. Upon lifting myself, I got the same feeling as when you've not eaten for a long time and you stand up too fast. However, I'm worried that since I kinda had to force myself down to make it work better, would that prevent me from actually dying if I pass out and am unable to continue putting the pressure down?
I've seen drawings showing kneeling psh in this kind of way;

in which they are kneeling but not fully sat on their legs as I was. Will having the noose higher up like this aid with my needing to push my head down?
This was my first time trying with an actual rope and knots, so I still have to tweak it quite a bit. Advice is appreciated. I'll also include a photograph of my setup below, maybe it will help.


I just don't want it to be too low, especially since it isn't very easy to feel the effects right away. I don't want to pass out, lose the pressure, and just end up waking up or something.
Thanks.
 

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