Discussion Will this be the last year alive for anyone?

[searchingpeace]

My SN is arriving next week. Its just in time as my health is going to shit quickly and the emotional strain is too much

 

[outrider567]

I'm 65 and have set a date of 28th July this year which is the date my beloved soulmate died of cancer 5 years ago. It has to be this date, it's important as we couldn't die together this as close as I can get. However I'm worried SI will stop me, I'm such a coward. I hope I can go through with it As there's nothing here for me.

16 months for me since I lost mine, every day is still mental torture

 

[miu]

yes. i'm doing it once the next opportunity comes.

 

[Suicidal Loser]

Yes, my last year alive. I will be dead in July at the latest.

 

[Never Alive]

I think so.

 

[Avyn]

Hopefully

 

[Locolemonlenner_xx]

This will defo be my last year alive. I've sort of believed this to the point where the thought of me reaching my next birthday, sounds outlandish.

I hope not for me. But it could be. I could see it being in 2 years though if nothing gets better.

 

[cherrysquick]

probably, yeah. picked a day in the summer when i know no one will stop me and if life doesnt get better by then ill try to go through with it. i cant imagine living long enough to have another birthday, lol

 

[squirley]

This will defo be my last year alive. I've sort of believed this to the point where the thought of me reaching my next birthday, sounds outlandish.

It sounds outlandish to me as well. One failed attempt. Due to lack of knowledge and research. Now it's just about finding the right way.

 

[Das Nichts]

I tried last year and failed unfortunately. I can't let it be obvious it's a suicide until my life insurance clause has ended so I'm stuck here until November of next year. I have a countdown on my phone that's at least a little comforting

How long do they make you wait ?

 

[unnormal9]

Guaranteed my last year. I fucked up staying past 2022.

 

[tiny_dancer]

100%

 

[Hunter2005]

Yes I guarantee this is my last year, I just need the right method.

 

[Mäximum]

Well if I completely fuck up then yes, this will be my last year. I already have a method. I only need to buy the things necessary for my attempt when it's time to go.

 

[anonaon]

Seems like it

 

[iwantrest]

I think odds are pretty good I won't see 2024. The one reason I only give it a 50/50 chance is that I have kids under 18 who I love very much. They are in a key part of their lives and are turning the corner on some tough times and are starting to do well - I don't want to derail that. While I have battled depression for a good 30 years now, the last few months have been noticeably bad. There were two separate times I was positive I would not see the next week. I'm still here but there are things in my personal life that are often too much to bear and I have no hope will improve. I see a future of being more and more alone and feeling valueless. Obviously I've come out of those two recent dark places but it's clear to me that they will just come back. So I don't think I will be able to hold it off for much longer.

 

[brokeandbroken]

I turn 30 in roughly a year. I'd say 5-10% chance I'm alive for it.

 

[The_End_Is_Comfort]

I'm thinking on CTB at the start of 2024 since thats when I no longer have work and will have time and no guilt of suddenly leaving behind coworkers during a busy time.

 

[dancer-in-adaydream]

My hearts been hurting.

 

[Nagito]

How long do they make you wait ?

It can vary depending on what country you're in but it's usually 1-2 years