Discussion Will this be the last year alive for anyone?

[Thisisme373]

I think it's likely this will be my last year here

 

[jolongone]

I turn 70 this year. It's enough, I've had enough and don't expect to get to 71.

I am 66 and l too have had enough. Hoping this is my year

 

[behindtheboathouse]

This will defo be my last year alive. I've sort of believed this to the point where the thought of me reaching my next birthday, sounds outlandish.

hopefully for me as well. been a long time coming.

 

[heavyeyes]

I hope so <3

 

[Das Nichts]

If I'm brave enough, in the next couple of months.

 

[uniqueusername39]

i move out of my parents' house this year. then i am free to leave.

 

[xanga]

Hopefully this will be my last year if dont then with no luck will be a year and a half

 

[NightshadeDreamer]

I'm very certain this will be my last year alive, and feel peace with it.

 

[Razor Reaper18]

This will defo be my last year alive. I've sort of believed this to the point where the thought of me reaching my next birthday, sounds outlandish.

Me too

 

[blacksand]

Everyone is super brave itt I could never set a date. But I know it's coming soon I've had my shotgun barrel in my mouth loaded with a slug at least once a month since early 2021 and played with the trigger pulling it gently several times while very drunk it will just take one night squeezing a little to hard. I'm also slowly putting together a nitrogen setup which will be my official death plan.

 

[OutOfTheVoid]

most likely. im only alive bc im on welfare and in public housing. after the year is over all of that will be up for renewal, and if i get rejected i'll be doomed. my plan is to ctb while i still have housing, so that i can die in a bed in a room and not on the street

 

[HaGeemaruuuu]

Last week for me.

 

[lovesickness]

I will do it in august

 

[NightshadeDreamer]

Last week for me.

If it's your last week and you're still here, I hope it's the best week of your life and you have peace.

 

[tothepoint]

I'm hoping so. My last birthday will be this month and I'm hoping to ctb in August or September. It's a big relief to think I won't see 2024.

 

[downndone2]

I hope so

 

[iLikeFrogs]

It might be, last few months my mind was all about ctb and resisting is really hard

 

[Sammie_com.sanrio]

Hopefully this year before my birthday and before summer if not before summer ends I don't want this anymore I can't stand waking up everyday

 

[HaGeemaruuuu]

If it's your last week and you're still here, I hope it's the best week of your life and you have peace.

Thank you. I've been trying to eat all my favorite foods and snacks for a couple of days now. It really feels so good. I hope everyone here finds a way to end their misery and find peace and happiness ❤.

 

[outrider567]

Most likely

 

[Valky]

I wish bro

Thank you. I've been trying to eat all my favorite foods and snacks for a couple of days now. It really feels so good. I hope everyone here finds a way to end their misery and find peace and happiness ❤.

I agree, wishing you all the best!!

 

[watchdog]

I hope so. I am planning to attempt in mid September, before my 20th birthday.

 

[WaitingToGo]

I am 66 and l too have had enough. Hoping this is my year

I'm 65 and have set a date of 28th July this year which is the date my beloved soulmate died of cancer 5 years ago. It has to be this date, it's important as we couldn't die together this as close as I can get. However I'm worried SI will stop me, I'm such a coward. I hope I can go through with it As there's nothing here for me.

 

[NoLightRemains]

I think it might be. I got pretty close last week but backed out of my date. I'm trying a few last ditch efforts to improve my life, but part of me really wants to go before this summer is over.

I don't think I'll set a date more than a day or so in advance next time, I feel like if it's going to happen I need to be more impulsive and decisive.

 

[AsAboveSoBelow]

I'm hoping so. hopefully "2024" would not be something that i'd have to enter into or write on any note or form as the year of the date

 

[kernel_panic]

Yes. My worsening health leaves me with no other option and it's mostly my fault.

 

[Jezzibell]

Yes

 

[CentreMid]

That's the plan at least. As for exactly when this year, that's still up in the air

 

[jolongone]

I'm 65 and have set a date of 28th July this year which is the date my beloved soulmate died of cancer 5 years ago. It has to be this date, it's important as we couldn't die together this as close as I can get. However I'm worried SI will stop me, I'm such a coward. I hope I can go through with it As there's nothing here for me.

Don't worry you're not the only one who is a coward, when the time is right hopefully it will be ok for us. Wishing you light and love

 

[Nagito]

I tried last year and failed unfortunately. I can't let it be obvious it's a suicide until my life insurance clause has ended so I'm stuck here until November of next year. I have a countdown on my phone that's at least a little comforting