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Can people figure out the reason for your CTB?

  • Yes

    Votes: 29 50.9%
  • No

    Votes: 5 8.8%
  • Maybe

    Votes: 23 40.4%

  • Total voters
    57
TheHatedOne

TheHatedOne

Death is salvation
Sep 26, 2021
2,028
No one cares about me irl so they wouldn't know why I did ctb, maybe only my ex but even he doesn't know in detail why I want to go.

I will leave a note but won't write any reasons in it, just how I'd like to be buried.
 
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guggletroll

New Member
Dec 21, 2021
1
Slightly off topic. Is there a thread explaining the abbreviations people use? I'm new here. I can make a guess what "CTB" means, but I don't know what it stands for. The same for a bunch of other abbreviations. Is there a list of terms?
 
SanguineHare

SanguineHare

Demon Bunny Queen
Dec 16, 2021
74
They'll know why. I intended to leave a few letters with my body and have some automated messages sent out about a day later to people.
 
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OnlyTheWind

OnlyTheWind

Serena / Meatball head
Aug 29, 2020
962
Yeah, I've made it pretty clear that I will absolutely kill myself at some point next year because I refuse to settle for anything less than a blatantly improbable fantasy life with a soulmate. Many have tried to give me advice on how to reconcile this but ultimately it always comes across as condescending, contradictory, and/or confusing.
That fucked up feeling when you know that the things will never change.
 
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