lostangel
Enlightened
- Mar 22, 2019
- 1,051
Just spent the last few minutes crying because i know i will never do it. I tried to hang myself but I couldn't take the choking feeling of it not even for e few seconds. I'm too much of a pussy. I can't hang myself. EVERY time my vision starts to black it starts returning to normal again. I can never pass out. I feel more hopeless than ever. I am furious I am sick of tired of being back in this position. Wanting to die but not being capable of it.