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idontevenknowanymore

idontevenknowanymore

Member
May 2, 2020
51
My family knows that I'm suicidal, I think I dropped the bomb of telling them that my boyfriend is the only one keeping me alive but I think they'd still be surprised because I've been fighting it for a while now and am still young.
 
PJFord

PJFord

Student
Jul 27, 2020
143
My CTB will be a huge shock to my siblings and their families. I've not let on anything, other than expressing how stressed and anxious I am about how COVID has impacted us all, and the future of the United States. My parents both passed away in 2018 at ages of 89 and 95 after long, full, happy lives. I could not have CTBed while they were alive. It would have destroyed them as well and I wouldn't have wanted to take that unpleasant energy on my journey to the afterlife.
 

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