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cicada6865

cicada6865

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Nov 26, 2024
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Been a long time waiting. Regret not having done it back when I had firearms but over-obsessing over the angles made me not go through with it. I am now in FR:EU and ordered 500g SN from a german lab, selling the polish brand product, after a long time searching. I'm feeling a sense of relief that now it's in my control again, but I've been paranoid about potential issues with customs or welfare checks. Regardless, they still haven't shipped the package yet. Anyways I can't wait to finally end this neverending turmoil, it's been a long time coming.

On top of 25g SN dissolved in water (is a regular 300mL glass fine?), I plan to take 3x10mg of metoclopramide (dopamine-blocking antiemetic) 40 minutes prior, as PPH suggests.

Question was regarding the benzodiazepine subsection in the PPH:
I do have a significant amount of alprazolam/xanax, but it isnt clear to me how much I should take. I know 10mg is the max dose that's prescribed, so I could probably crush up 20 0.5mg pills and achieve that number (then put in drink and take after one SN drink) but I don't know if that'll be enough.

Thanks in advance for any help.
 
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swan

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Jun 4, 2025
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can't help you with your question, i just hope everything works out for you and you find your peace <3
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I also just wish to be free from all the suffering, I hope that you find the peace you search for.
 
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Alexandra0

Don't Fear the Reaper
Sep 30, 2023
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I, like you, can't pull the trigger. I hope your SN gets here as soon as possible, and then you'll feel relieved. Any glass will do, the main thing is that you measure out 50 or 100 ml correctly. Personally, I bought disposable plastic shot glasses of 100 ml and I fill them halfway. It's better to stick to the protocol. Good luck to you
 
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