Discussion Will anyone care when you are gone?

[Worthless_nobody]

I know a few people in my life will care after I'm gone I just wish they could have cared while I was still alive.

 

[xXSarac3nSlay3rXx]

All I know for sure is that I won't care when I'm gone. Frankly, that's all I'm concerned about. Selfish? Maybe. Then again, who isn't?

 

[noctiva]

Yes, but not a second before I'm gone.

 

[Last Caress]

My mother will be for like 1 week. Same as my grandma and my brother. Some people from my high school too. But the most important, my boyfriend will be devastated, and he is the reason I am still here... I love you my baby! Even if you are 20 years older than me.

 

[Flume]

I think they will be sad, but I imagine my death is kind of expected

Yeah me being gone won't really be a surprise, people around me know that something is seriously not right but don't say or do anything.

 

[Isittimetogonola]

My close circle will be. My wife..but that is what the letters are for. To make sure that they know that it has nothing to do with them. Since I feel nothing in return, selfish is all I have left.

 

[diewahreart]

In my case literally no one except my ex, whom I haven't seen in 6 years, will even notice when I ctb; and my ex only because he is still my emergency contact, so they will ask him to identify me.

 

[S1mpleme]

I don't have even a single person in this world who would care am I gone or alive.

 

[anxietyaddict]

Actually, surprisingly, yes. My parents and 2 best BEST friends would probably be in huge shock. My 3 closest internet friends would probably too. All my of my family and friends would be surprised and sad. That fact keeps me from ctb many times. I know that my parents would go crazy, I know that my closest friends would ctb after me, since I'm the only person stopping them from doing it themselves. It stresses me out even more... knowing that a lot of people's lives depend on mine, when I don't even want mine.

 

[HereToday]

Not one single soul on this planet will give the slightest fuck I'm gone. It makes this both easier and harder in different ways.

 

[mediocre]

just my mum which is sad. Nobody else even tries to contact me.

 

[PartingGlass]

Yes. I know it would shock a lot of people if I killed myself. I've got a big family and a lot of friends that I've recently grown apart from.

 

[Shero]

My brother, and maybe someone else. Weird that people start caring after you're gone, but not while you are hurting alive.

 

[Meant2Die]

Oh yea def, my parents will be very sad, my mom will be devastated, my sister her husband will be upset too and my lovely nephew will be hit very hard by it, he's very sensitive. My niece as well. Plus I got a lot of good friends and no ones has a clue what's coming, not even my best friend. Dealing with the guilt of hurting them all is one of the hardest parts of CTBing.

 

[saintives]

nobody will care...they didnt care enough when i was alive, and i had to accept that. i need a life saving surgery but nobody will go with me (my parents are abusive crazy religious ppl who dont believe im sick even if the doctor says i need surgery ) so yea. and to my ex i wasnt important enough even if i was always there for him.

 

[Isittimetogonola]

Actually, surprisingly, yes. My parents and 2 best BEST friends would probably be in huge shock. My 3 closest internet friends would probably too. All my of my family and friends would be surprised and sad. That fact keeps me from ctb many times. I know that my parents would go crazy, I know that my closest friends would ctb after me, since I'm the only person stopping them from doing it themselves. It stresses me out even more... knowing that a lot of people's lives depend on mine, when I don't even want mine.

Please do what is best for you. I am learning that no matter who it may effect, I am doing what is right for me. Much love and peace.

 

[hellopeople]

Yes. At least 5 people I think.
But the problem is that I don't care.

 

[OneBigBlur]

I'm sure it'll feed my family's narcissism towards pretending that they cared.

 

[anxietyaddict]

Please do what is best for you. I am learning that no matter who it may effect, I am doing what is right for me. Much love and peace.

Thank you xx

 

[Kaczka86]

My closest family probably will be sad for a moment. Someone who's always around you suddenly disappear - it's normal to feel strange in this case. People I sometimes talk to will also notice my disappearance, but will they all care if i'm gone? I don't think so.

 

[Flume]

No, no one will.