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kvorumese

"Wiped Out!"
Oct 21, 2024
125
SaSu is supposed to be anonymous in the sense that without significant digging you shouldn't be able to track down a user. So when you were registering, you had to choose a new nickname, not your usual. Why did you choose this one?
I'll begin: I just like the combination of letters "kv", and after writing it down I just kept pressing on the keyboard until something made sense.
 
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whitetaildeer

whitetaildeer

*bleat*
Aug 5, 2024
264
deer have some kind of sixth sense that helps them determine whether or not you're a danger to them. that, and they're also prey, so they have more reason to be aggressive than predators. i identify with deer in a strange, almost kindred way. and i like whitetail deer.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
12,381
My username is in Latin and it translates to "It's better to die than to suffer this" (Text below the name.)

I chose this name bc there's truth in this sentence.
 
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ma0

ma0

How did I get here?
Dec 20, 2024
570
I wanted something short but also recognizable. It was originally gonna be "1ma0" (like lmao) but I decided to scrap the once, thus giving me "ma0."

I personally prefer it this way.
 
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Prism

Prism

🌈💎
Jul 15, 2024
131
It's just a nice word that wasn't already taken, unlike like the first 10 or so names I tried.
 
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tirednwired

in the end everybody loses
Oct 28, 2024
41
I was on adderall and couldn't sleep lol
 
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pointblank

pointblank

digicore glitz° • ✧
Dec 12, 2024
204
It reflects my state of mind in my stage of life. Kept it in theme with the site too.
 
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Alek1=

Alek1=

Member
Apr 19, 2024
20
It's my Cat's name that died a couple years ago. Still miss him, I'd give my life to hug him one more time.
 
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TheHolySword

TheHolySword

empty heart
Nov 22, 2024
1,083
it's an old internet identity, if i'm recognized i don't really mind but i doubt anyone i knew back then would be here now, im not so sure they would even assume its me. and if they do, im just sorry you ended up here too.
 
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LostLily

LostLily

Why do I exist?
Nov 18, 2024
558
I feel lost and Lily for alliteration
 
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EvisceratedJester

EvisceratedJester

|| What Else Could I Be But a Jester ||
Oct 21, 2023
4,723
What nickname? Were we not supposed to use our real full names? Fuck...
 
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Johnzaga23

Experienced
Dec 10, 2024
206
Just a fake name, and whatever i was thinking in the moment.
it's an old internet identity, if i'm recognized i don't really mind but i doubt anyone i knew back then would be here now, im not so sure they would even assume its me. and if they do, im just sorry you ended up here too.
omg TheHolySword is that you? I know you from discord
 
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ctemourge

ctemourge

and by the time ur hearing this ill already b gone
Aug 14, 2023
109
play on words for ctbmourge but cte as in cutemourge
 
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mayayo

mayayo

Very Tired
Jan 13, 2025
11
Ayaya scene from Kiniro Mosaic. I just changed "Aya yo" to "Maya yo". Idk if that makes sense lmao
 
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LostLily

LostLily

Why do I exist?
Nov 18, 2024
558
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

I have finally found my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
5,801
I just wish to die. I think that should be enough of an explanation
 
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KillingPain267

KillingPain267

Enlightened
Apr 15, 2024
1,955
Mine is based on a scene in the medical TV show House MD. Dr. House is at a bar drunk, making a point to the bar tender by asking why people drink and then says it's not for taste, company or anything other than "killing pain". That's also why I started drinking, to kill emotional pain, but since I am the embodiment of pain itself I have to kill myself in order to kill pain off entirely.
 
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fuewybfunsfoiceoi

fuewybfunsfoiceoi

life is short, make it shorter
Mar 3, 2024
96
Keyboard mashing, I'm just glad no one can spell it or pronounce it just in case it becomes common knowledge in my real life
 
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Namelesa

Namelesa

Trapped in this Suffering
Sep 21, 2024
1,526
My name is just "Nameless" but replace the last letter with an "a" to make it sound more feminine. I struggle with choosing online names so I just decided to have a variation of "nameless" here.
 
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SVEN

SVEN

I Wish I'd Been a Jester Too.
Apr 3, 2023
2,524
What nickname? Were we not supposed to use our real full names? Fuck...
Just stop it ... I'm feeling suicidal and here's you keeping making me giggle !
I am Sven.
 
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Alpenglow

Alpenglow

Never really there
Mar 5, 2024
85
Alpenglow is when the sun is below the horizon but its light hits the mountains. It happens when dawn arrives, or when the sun sets. A bit of ambiguity between hope and hopelessness, just like me irl
 
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blackbeauty

blackbeauty

I hope you won't completely forget me.
Sep 24, 2024
55
Based on one of my favourite Lana Del Rey songs
 
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d3m1g0d

d3m1g0d

a guy
Jun 27, 2023
20
a demigod is akin to a god, it's different, it's not god, it sounds cool, i like it, and adding numbers make it better (probably)
 
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RottenApple17

Member
Jul 20, 2022
31
I was obsessed witt that song at that time, I guess
 
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lilichka

lilichka

Superfluous Man
Jan 17, 2025
29
poem by the poet vladimir mayakovsky who i relate to a lot.. i chose it in particular because im in a very stormy relationship thats exacerbating my mental health issues.
 
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lavenderlilylies

lavenderlilylies

Still alive
Sep 24, 2024
109
Used it on another site at first. I like the color lavender and I like lilies and I had to add more because lavenderlily was taken lol. but it became an alternative name I use online. it won't take digging to find me but I don't really care and it hasn't happened yet anyway.
 
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LostLily

LostLily

Why do I exist?
Nov 18, 2024
558
Alpenglow is when the sun is below the horizon but its light hits the mountains. It happens when dawn arrives, or when the sun sets. A bit of ambiguity between hope and hopelessness, just like me irl
That is beautiful
 
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straysheep

straysheep

final countdown/year
Jan 12, 2025
19
Reference to "Catherine" which is one of my favorite puzzle games
 
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