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Coolchicka
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- Jul 20, 2018
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In high school, a few different people of the opposite sex, would approach me from behind and say "Hi, coolchicka What's up?" while they were with their friends. I imagine they would laugh about how quiet and weird I am. Problem is that I usually never responded because I assumed they were messing with me and I had pretty bad social anxiety.
A few times, this one guy that did this to me frequently would say it right to me, but I still chose to ignore him. I know that I should've just responded but I can't get over that they probably thought I was really weird, rude piece of shit.
I'm still confused if what I did was rude. What if they were they just trying to help me come out of my shell? In hs, I was quiet and a loner. I probably have aspergers and I was anxious and depressed, so it was pretty clear that I wasn't very approachable.
I feel so bad about this, and I got reminded of it today because I overheard my parents talking about a 7 year old girl, who's our neighbor. According to my mom, she didn't talk when my mom told her something, and it reminded me of myself. My parents concurred that that girl is weird and not normal. I can't believe that I am this kind of person. I have ignored people who were probably innocuous before out of anxiety and worry. I feel like such a piece of shit.
A few times, this one guy that did this to me frequently would say it right to me, but I still chose to ignore him. I know that I should've just responded but I can't get over that they probably thought I was really weird, rude piece of shit.
I'm still confused if what I did was rude. What if they were they just trying to help me come out of my shell? In hs, I was quiet and a loner. I probably have aspergers and I was anxious and depressed, so it was pretty clear that I wasn't very approachable.
I feel so bad about this, and I got reminded of it today because I overheard my parents talking about a 7 year old girl, who's our neighbor. According to my mom, she didn't talk when my mom told her something, and it reminded me of myself. My parents concurred that that girl is weird and not normal. I can't believe that I am this kind of person. I have ignored people who were probably innocuous before out of anxiety and worry. I feel like such a piece of shit.