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Emilia1012

Student
Apr 10, 2021
102
I am very depressed and was suicidial ,I wanted to talk with my good real life friends. I heard from them things like "look It is so beautiful sunny day, just smile". Or "I am sorry but I can't help, please go to psychologist" .
I feel very ashamed for even trying to reach to someone for help. I wish I never told anyone in my real life I wanted to ctb. Now people think I am crazy and avoid me, .
 
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WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,163
Because most of them don't really understand how we feel simply because they're not suicidal.
They'll just tell you to go to therapy, see a psychiatrist or suggest going to a mental hospital.
It sucks but it's the way it is.

That's why I've ended up alone. I only have one friend in real life left! :(
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,770
I would never tell anyone in real life that I don't want to be alive, I honestly don't see it as worth it. Many people who don't have mental illnesses don't want to have to deal with those who do, because of the stigma associated with it. Many people who haven't been there themselves will never understand. People who are true friends would listen and try to understand.
 

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