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albert_camus
Absurdist
- Jan 8, 2024
- 17
Why should I carry on if it's ultimately for others?
Yes, there are better times, but in the end it always turns out to be absolute shit and I don't want to and can't do it anymore.
But I can't leave my parents behind either, together with my cats they are the main reason why I'm alive.
Everyone else would be able to cope and it would also be a relief for some of them if I was gone. At last I would no longer be in the way. The thought of that calms me down so much.
Yes, there are better times, but in the end it always turns out to be absolute shit and I don't want to and can't do it anymore.
But I can't leave my parents behind either, together with my cats they are the main reason why I'm alive.
Everyone else would be able to cope and it would also be a relief for some of them if I was gone. At last I would no longer be in the way. The thought of that calms me down so much.