Why is it so hard to die

[ihatemylifee]

I never thought it would be so hard to Ctb in so frustrated. Trying to find sources ways of obtaining a gun I can't find any solutions or hope of what to do or how to do it so I don't end up still alive with complications I'm so mad

 

[Slow_Farewell]

I originally thought it would be easy too, and while I am thankful that there are resources that like Sasu, it is a bit frustrating that it's not as easy as I initially thought.
Sometimes while working on my CTB plan I think "Damnet. it's a cointoss between CTB and living.", but CTB wins in the end.

 

[updog]

Yeah, I was thing the something similar the other day. It suck that my body wouldn't "just stop working", but I hope hanging will be effective :)

 

[UKscotty]

Because the brain wants to live, it is the brains most important priority to stay alive.

Over coming this is exceptionally challenging, even when heavily depressed.

Wanting to die is the opposite to what a heathy brain wants.

Clearly some people can overcome this but suicide is still a tiny amount of people, only like 50k in the US and 5k in the UK.

I think too many people underestimate the SI and think its about finding some magical method.

 

[mark404]

Oh my god, same. I can't fricking figure out how to obtain the supplies I need to CTB.

 

[FuneralCry]

It's just so hellish and unacceptable to me how we have to struggle so much to permanently be free from this existence, I really hate how we exist in this anti-suicide society where humans do all they can to make suicide inaccessible for people even know existence was so cruelly imposed in the first place and it isn't like we are obligated to continue existing anyway. In my case I certainly feel so trapped here, it's horrifying how I cannot have the option to just permanently escape from this undesirable and meaningless existence in peace with all suicide methods either being inaccessible or risky.

 

[throneofdispair03]

Unfortunately, the government doesn't give us access to reliable methods to ctb and we need to resort to the painful and complicated methods. I hope you find the peace you search for

 

[Aim]

I never thought it would be so hard to Ctb in so frustrated. Trying to find sources ways of obtaining a gun I can't find any solutions or hope of what to do or how to do it so I don't end up still alive with complications I'm so mad

I freaking feel you. It's horribel. How they force us to suffer.

 

[TimetoGo!]

Because the brain wants to live, it is the brains most important priority to stay alive.

Over coming this is exceptionally challenging, even when heavily depressed.

Wanting to die is the opposite to what a heathy brain wants.

Clearly some people can overcome this but suicide is still a tiny amount of people, only like 50k in the US and 5k in the UK.

I think too many people underestimate the SI and think its about finding some magical method.

Very true