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Notaname
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- Jul 28, 2024
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I spent about an hour typing this up to realize I'm incoherent and that nobody wants to read my whole life in great detail. TL;DR is that fiance left right as business got forced to shut down for stupid shit. Said she didn't want to deal with my depression and found out she was cheating too. Only person I trusted due to trauma and past life experience... No fiance, $600 in bank, way more expenses cuz she moved out, car was hers so losing that, possibly losing a place to live too. I'm anti-social so not really any close friends. Everything came crashing down so fast... I can't stand the pressure. Been depressed for a long time. Got the last part I need for inert gas method shipping from Amazon rn. Gonna see if anything looks up in the next week, if not gonna just literally bite the bullet.