Why haven’t you committed suicide yet?

[Natty]

My immediate situation isn't dire. I am completely hopeless and devoid of an positive feeling, but there is nothing imminently pushing me.

I constantly think about escalating things to push things forward, but I never go quite far enough.

My immediate needs are met, I can sit around and pretty much do whatever I want all day. It's hard to get that final push over the hump.

 

[cyberlordsumit]

coz i am able to live again.. well we all gonna die anyways so a few more decades to go.

 

[Death is beautiful]

haven't received my SN yet

 

[jc58]

Currently I have an elderly mother who needs my help. I have a wonderful husband, who I don't want to abandon right now.
I've tried in the past with no success. Like others have said, I'm afraid of it not working & being permanently damaged in some way.
If I outlive my mother & husband, I'll definitely be trying again. At that point, I'll have no responsibilities & focus on a method with a higher success rate.

 

[Ravel]

There are still things I need to do before I leave this world, like losing my virginity, going to the beach alone, and maybe camping alone. and of course find a reliable sn seller here in my country

 

[Illcryaboutitlater]

The agonizing " what if" its tormented me for EVER

The last was my counselor told me to live for my crush which is now my current gf, and though she is very special its definitely not worth sticking around for. Regret this so much now.

"If you do this today your dream job is going to call youre phone tomorrow and you wont be here"

"The person you love is going to suddenly have a change of heart and be completely for you"

"You're gonna be able to be a mom like you wanted since you were a kid "

Other than that i don't want to go through pain anymore. I have tried to think of the least painful ways to do it cause if there is ine thing i deserve its to no longer be in any pain, so ive been trying to say to myself " if its only pain for one last time it should be okay"
The agonizing " what if" its tormented me for EVER

The last was my counselor told me to live for my crush which is now my current gf, and though she is very special its definitely not worth sticking around for. Regret this so much now.

"If you do this today your dream job is going to call youre phone tomorrow and you wont be here"

"The person you love is going to suddenly have a change of heart and be completely for you"

"You're gonna be able to be a mom like you wanted since you were a kid "

Other than that i don't want to go through pain anymore. I have tried to think of the least painful ways to do it cause if there is ine thing i deserve its to no longer be in any pain, so ive been trying to say to myself " if its only pain for one last time it should be okay"