FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
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To me, it could never be worth staying here in this world that I was so unfairly forced into. No matter the circumstances I view it as always being preferable to cease existing because it's undeniable that life in itself is the true problem. And without existence there is no problems, nobody can be harmed by not existing which is why I consider the state of non existence to be something so incredibly ideal.
The non existent don't have any need for anything, they cannot think, feel or regret and they aren't trapped in this prison that is consciousness. They have no memories or awareness of this disease called life and that is why it disgusts me how people continue to procreate, trapping people in an existence not worth enduring where they even have to suffer in order to escape from this prison called life.
I could never be delusional enough to want to exist in this world and I could never see existence as being worthwhile as existing is something that is filled with endless harm and risks. We risk ending up in a situation of even worse torture at any moment and all that is inevitable for us as humans is suffering, loss and decay. So therefore, I see existence as being something that is best avoided.
There is no peace in this world, there never could be as long as we are trapped in this chaotic world where chance so cruelly determines everything. We are slaves to this flesh prison that requires needs to be fulfilled otherwise we will just suffer more and it's undeniable that this futile process is completely unnecessary. We are all headed towards death anyway where everything will be erased so I could never see anything to be gained by delaying the inevitable, instead there are just ways to suffer all for the sake of it.
Life really is just an useless distraction from the fact that we are destined to die, and this is why I see suicide as being self care as it's taking control in a world where we have limited control and it's preventing all future problems in which there was never a need for in the first place.
I will always hate the whole concept of life, how life is something so unpredictable, yet tedious and torturous. Only those who not exist and lack the capacity to suffer are the true fortunate ones, as it's a curse existing in this world. Many humans attach value to this terrible mistake called life but it's like they forget that life leads to nothing and nowhere, we are just slowly dying as the decades go by and I hate how despite the reality of existing our right to die is still not accepted. Life in itself is certainly a valid enough reason to want to die, as life leads to nowhere but death anyway.
The non existent don't have any need for anything, they cannot think, feel or regret and they aren't trapped in this prison that is consciousness. They have no memories or awareness of this disease called life and that is why it disgusts me how people continue to procreate, trapping people in an existence not worth enduring where they even have to suffer in order to escape from this prison called life.
I could never be delusional enough to want to exist in this world and I could never see existence as being worthwhile as existing is something that is filled with endless harm and risks. We risk ending up in a situation of even worse torture at any moment and all that is inevitable for us as humans is suffering, loss and decay. So therefore, I see existence as being something that is best avoided.
There is no peace in this world, there never could be as long as we are trapped in this chaotic world where chance so cruelly determines everything. We are slaves to this flesh prison that requires needs to be fulfilled otherwise we will just suffer more and it's undeniable that this futile process is completely unnecessary. We are all headed towards death anyway where everything will be erased so I could never see anything to be gained by delaying the inevitable, instead there are just ways to suffer all for the sake of it.
Life really is just an useless distraction from the fact that we are destined to die, and this is why I see suicide as being self care as it's taking control in a world where we have limited control and it's preventing all future problems in which there was never a need for in the first place.
I will always hate the whole concept of life, how life is something so unpredictable, yet tedious and torturous. Only those who not exist and lack the capacity to suffer are the true fortunate ones, as it's a curse existing in this world. Many humans attach value to this terrible mistake called life but it's like they forget that life leads to nothing and nowhere, we are just slowly dying as the decades go by and I hate how despite the reality of existing our right to die is still not accepted. Life in itself is certainly a valid enough reason to want to die, as life leads to nowhere but death anyway.
