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Idorus

Arcanist
Apr 30, 2018
426
Never held a gun nor allowed here. And even if I had I first would need a gun teacher. A pact would be better, you first shoot me and then yourself. I guess shooting another person (to death) is easier than shooting yourself (correct me if I'm wrong). I like the long shotgun with the stock on the floor in the mouth as well (seen in movies)... just a matter of pulling the trigger and it's done. What can go wrong? Hardly anything I suppose.
 
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Retched

Retched

I see the chaos in your eyes.
Oct 8, 2018
837
Bought one. Tried. Couldn't do it.
 
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Faulisdead

Faulisdead

Member
Feb 9, 2019
70
You know, it would definitely be ideal to use a gun. If I had one already, I'd have already peaced out. Thing is, I know nothing about guns and the process to get one. The whole process seems very intimidating. Maybe I should l look into it.
 
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Arak

Enlightened
Sep 21, 2018
1,176
Anyone one a darkweb vendor in Europe, or some other association that is in no way associated with 'law enforcement' ? I guess if you don't know gangsters yourself you can forget about it. Police catches some heavy guns once in a while, but to get one as an oridinary citizen ... 'it's not safe' (!)
 
johnny

johnny

Experienced
Dec 5, 2018
255
Scared I will screw up somehow and just get horrifically injured but not die. Like I would fumble or slip before getting it in the right position and shoot myself non fatally
 
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TheGoodGuy

TheGoodGuy

Visionary
Aug 27, 2018
2,999
Because I am starting to consider using carbon monoxide poisoning in a tent just to peacefully drift off to sleep and die, but I am not sure I have enough money for the things so I might just shoot myself in the head (right temple) with my Glock 17 9mm.
 
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Othermind

Othermind

Specialist
Dec 26, 2018
301
Anyone one a darkweb vendor in Europe, or some other association that is in no way associated with 'law enforcement' ? I guess if you don't know gangsters yourself you can forget about it. Police catches some heavy guns once in a while, but to get one as an oridinary citizen ... 'it's not safe' (!)
I figure most of them are honeypots/scammers.
You have to know someone who knows someone who knows someone in the mob in order to get a gun here. The black market is practically non existant for these kind of things.
Legally? I have no idea, but good fucking luck.
 
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zenn7

zenn7

Member
Nov 12, 2018
48
Because it's much more regulated everywhere else in world than in the States. If it was easy to get one, would've done already.
I can very much relate. I never liked US gun culture but I envy them on this one.
 
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Coral7

Coral7

Member
Feb 1, 2019
86
The same reason why people don't grow N trees in their backyard.
Exactly. If someone from the States or anywhere that have one, is able to came to south america to be partners in ctb or anyone who knows a reliable way to obtain one in Chile or have any other idea to get this, please let me know. Send me a MP, thanks.
 
DepressionsAHo

DepressionsAHo

Heaven gained a new ho
Feb 15, 2019
831
it seems like the optimal choice for a painless suicide. One second you're there, the next you're not.
Well, I'm a woman. Statistically speaking, I'm less inclined to use more violent methods. It also happens to be true for me
I don't like the thought of having my head blown into pieces. I don't like the thought of me being utterly unrecognizable. I don't like the thought of how much of a mess that'd be. If it would leave none but a hole, sure, but I don't know of any gun that would leave my head intact, my brain matter inside and that the average person can buy
 
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Chlo

Chlo

Experienced
Feb 17, 2019
213
It's too messy, and I don't like the idea of my blood and brains and teeth being a cleaned up by someone else. If you're on Instagram and you're not following him already, crimescenecleanersinc is interesting
 
Help_Me

Help_Me

Gene pool mistake
Oct 21, 2018
516
- I can't get it legally in RU
- As far as I know the only legal option is a small calibre pistols here, but they are not reliable enough to kill me even if I put it in my mouth and aim directly at brain. I might be wrong, but I guess bigger "toys" like shotguns are illegal completely
- Requires some bravery
- I was in psych ward. This means it would be even harder for me to make everything legally
- Too risky to obtain it even through deep web. (Yet, a lot of people actually have pistols here)
 
FaceOf

FaceOf

Exit is the same for everyone. No need to wait.
Feb 5, 2019
21
I can't buy gun so easy :( I would like to have it
 
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Psilo

Arcanist
Dec 29, 2018
482
Black powder guns would be the only available choice for me. I like old school, but when it comes to kill yourself with it, it might not be your best choice.

Chain firing and mis/accidental firing is also another thing to fuck it up for good.
 
ThisIsTheEnd

ThisIsTheEnd

Waste of oxygen
Aug 22, 2018
90
it seems like the optimal choice for a painless suicide. One second you're there, the next you're not.
Mostly because Australia has annoying gun laws, and the fact that I'm not 18 yet.
 
tiggles2000

tiggles2000

Student
Jan 15, 2019
113
Mostly because Australia has annoying gun laws, and the fact that I'm not 18 yet.
My dad used to own air rifles, then Australia brought in laws that you needed a gun license to own even them.

I may be 26 but am unable to get a gun license. Not only can I not afford one, part of the process in Australia involves a psych evaluation. I definitely would not pass that
 
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Retched

Retched

I see the chaos in your eyes.
Oct 8, 2018
837
What happened?
Sorry for late reply... just couldn't pull the trigger the first time. The second time I reached out to people I know from here and ended up stopping my plan. Survival instinct is strong with a gun. I thought it would be so easy. It isn't. At least for me.
 
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Faulisdead

Faulisdead

Member
Feb 9, 2019
70
Sorry for late reply... just couldn't pull the trigger the first time. The second time I reached out to people I know from here and ended up stopping my plan. Survival instinct is strong with a gun. I thought it would be so easy. It isn't. At least for me.
That's very interesting. I wouldn't have thought so, but I guess you never know what the SI will be like until you actually try it.
 
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Final Escape

I’ve been here too long
Jul 8, 2018
4,348
it seems like the optimal choice for a painless suicide. One second you're there, the next you're not.
I'm the typical female lol! I saw what the aftermath looks like and too gruesome. If I had one handy, fuck I probably still couldn't do it lol! Maybe I would in a moment of desperation when I have a bad bout of extreme suicidal ideation. I think guns are necessary and I wouldn't mind owning a few for self protection if I planned to live for many more years.
 
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Jacquelyn

Jacquelyn

hellworld_kickflip888
Feb 23, 2019
107
Luckily, in my state all you need is a driver's license and you'll be on your way with a gun in your hands.
I probably won't use a gun, but I plan to buy a 12g Shockwave (short barrel shotgun) and load it up with 00 Buckshot just in case I wanna go that route.
And honestly? I am worried about fucking up, but I could just stand with a noose around my neck before I pull the trigger. That'll increase my chances of success to... Well, probably 99% or more
 
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Meretlein

Meretlein

Moderator
Feb 15, 2019
1,199
For me I don't want to instantly be annihilated. I like the idea of falling asleep peacefully. Also a gun seems like it would trigger my survival instinct more than drinking N would.

It's my backup plan though.
 
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Kukubananas

Member
Feb 3, 2019
66
It's not easy, that's why.

Have you ever shot a gun?

I'm a 23 female. I just went a couple weeks ago to a shooting range. Worst fear of my life. I shot both a handgun and a shotgun and the noise, the kickback and the flying shells all gave me anxiety. It's not easy, if it were I'd do it. I'd rather swallow SN or n or even take a drug overdose or hang myself before shooting myself. In retrospect it seems easier but it's not.
 
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Circles

Visionary
Sep 3, 2018
2,297
I can if I wait till next fall to get a handgun license and whatever permits. But I admit I'm don't know enough about all the red tape I may have to go through. It just seems complicated like I have the money but I don't have the know-how or am just dumb. Where I live asking about it seems taboo as if everyone's already supposed to know this shit.
 
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dmoroden

Member
Feb 13, 2019
53
I don't understand. Do I aim from the back of my head, the direction of the bullet like the arrows below?
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i think this would be the proper way:

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I whis i could get a gun... i read a lot about fear of missing... cmon, a shot to the head, right in the middle of the brain... it cant fail.
 
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asdasan

asdasan

Carbon Monoxide
Mar 7, 2019
54
Can't get one around these parts. Would have the finances to travel to the US if someone would offer me one, or assistance services, however I can't trust that blindly.

Could always dress up as a reindeer and hope for someone to fuck up...
 

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