SorrowfulDrugUser
Professional Overthinker
- Mar 25, 2023
- 60
I'm back lurking after a few years and it made me reminisce because oddly enough I came to this website to research the best ways to kill myself but instead just left feeling motivated and less alone knowing there were so many people such as myself going through the same thing at the time. I've since recovered and have been a lot better but still lurk and come back from time to time. Something I've never understood reading these complicated drug suicide methods is why not just use nitazenes? Especially if you're in the US? Nitazenes are stronger than fentanyl and are dirt cheap and there's dozens of vendors selling and shipping them throughout the US. Protonitazene, Isotonitazene, Isotonitazepyne, and more. And if you're persistent on the fact you want to die in peace and are worried about people trying to intervene; nitazenes are so strong one full box/nasal spray's worth of narcan realistically won't bring you back to life. They'd need to use multiple and in very quick and rapid succession.
Back when I was considering suicide, I would've used Fentanyl had I gone through with it as it was the strongest opioid on the market. Just buy a couple hundred milligrams and lick the baggie clean and your lights out for good. However, now if I were to decide to go through with it now I would choose nitazene pressed pills as they're even stronger. They're cheaper then Fentanyl and are more potent. Something I'd like to add is that I imagine it's a very peaceful and painless death. I've nearly nodded off to death off of a combination of benzos and opioids (a mix of Alprazolam and Hydrocodone) before. Although it was scary because I underestimated the CNS depression caused by mixing the two (I had nodded off hydros and xans separately on there own without problems up to that point) and I wasn't actually trying to commit suicide at that point but instead trying to just get high and catch a nod, you just feel incredibly sedated and heavy as your forcefully just getting more and more tired before you begin drifting off to sleep. I've also intentionally nodded off of opioids (without getting close to OD'ing) and those times too were just as amazing. My point being if you want a peaceful and non-graphic way to die IMO this would be it. Thoughts?
Back when I was considering suicide, I would've used Fentanyl had I gone through with it as it was the strongest opioid on the market. Just buy a couple hundred milligrams and lick the baggie clean and your lights out for good. However, now if I were to decide to go through with it now I would choose nitazene pressed pills as they're even stronger. They're cheaper then Fentanyl and are more potent. Something I'd like to add is that I imagine it's a very peaceful and painless death. I've nearly nodded off to death off of a combination of benzos and opioids (a mix of Alprazolam and Hydrocodone) before. Although it was scary because I underestimated the CNS depression caused by mixing the two (I had nodded off hydros and xans separately on there own without problems up to that point) and I wasn't actually trying to commit suicide at that point but instead trying to just get high and catch a nod, you just feel incredibly sedated and heavy as your forcefully just getting more and more tired before you begin drifting off to sleep. I've also intentionally nodded off of opioids (without getting close to OD'ing) and those times too were just as amazing. My point being if you want a peaceful and non-graphic way to die IMO this would be it. Thoughts?