Help Why does the site keep going down

[Jezzibell]

It keeps going down. Not sure why.

 

[mekurin]

Apparently some pro lifers DDoS'ed the site

 

[MrDarkness]

Had to guess they were ddosing it

 

[todiefor]

Think they probably made a few more suicidal than they were before.

 

[betternever2havbeen]

Apparently some pro lifers DDoS'ed the site

What does that mean? How do they do that?

 

[mekurin]

What does that mean? How do they do that?

Denial of service attack
Microsoft explanation
Essentially flood the site with useless information packets till the stress is too much and it shuts down

 

[HouseofMortok]

Think they probably make a few more suicidal than they were before.

How sick amd twisted is that though ffs, despicable wastes of oxygen.

 

[Jezzibell]

Had to come in on chrome which makes me nervous. Duck duck go still not working. Stuck endlessly at a page that does not route or give capture

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

imo . we are in a war. we are just suicidal people a small group who are suffering. .the pro-lifers , LE, news orgs pro-life videos are in a war against us to take down this website , take away our ctb resources . there are no domestic SN sources left. i don't think we have to debate them . they'll never understand . they want this site taken down . they want all our painless sources for ctb taken down. this site was pretty much hidden for 4 years from most prolifers. Yeah there were some but I think it was mostly suicidal people that found this site from 2018 to 2022 searching the internet for methods.

We the suicidal are very small group . they know they can marginalize and demonize as a death cult and this site as our gathering place which is a lie. We are just people that are suffering temendously . we are not a death cult but they will never believe that no matter what we say or type or what logic we use . They believe most here are in a death cult and that we lure underage and others who are vulnerable and convince them to ctb. that is the lie . I don't care about what any body else does wether they want to live or die.

I think that pro-life youtube video brought a lot more prolifers here. don't click on it or post about it because that will cause someone to go click on it. Any click on a youtube video will cause the youtube algorithm to suggest it to more people .

I saw a reddit post where they specifically said they were going to ddos attack this website and dox many members here and it was a thread in response to that same dumb pro-life video so they believed what that video said. don't click on it nor post about it . viewing that video will just make it more popular which will bring even more pro-lifers , police etc here.

This is an all out one-sided war against us. irl we can't say we want to commit suicide or they'll put us in mental hospital . so they can't have us being able to say that here or to say life is bad or to have access to painless suicide methods.

The reasons i use this site are for methods which they are obliterating. there were many 10's of domestic sn sources 2018 , 2019, 2020 and 2 reliable N suppliers . There are zero domestic U.S. sn sources of SN and no sources of N left . What happened to N from D?

This is to pro-lifers : you are going to die and not exist forever just like every other human. before that you will grow old . to the older ones you know the decades fly by like a blink of an eye. in a blink it will be as if you never existed. nothing matters . what will matter in 200 years? nothing

 

[Stormy Raine]

Do people believe if this site was down then suicide will stop? Actually if sites like this didn't exist I would have CTB months ago and given up! I can share my feelings and be surrounded by others that feel the same, it's a support network! Even if they don't understand suicide and are against it that's fine but leave us alone!

 

[JustNeedAdvice]

It keeps going down. Not sure why.

yeah i was just gonna post if anyone else was having trouble

 

[Jezzibell]

Do people believe if this site was down then suicide will stop? Actually if sites like this didn't exist I would have CTB months ago and given up! I can share my feelings and be surrounded by others that feel the same, it's a support network! Even if they don't understand suicide and are against it that's fine but leave us alone!

Yeah. Its the same old problem with eating disordee support forum. Media goes mad for encouraging anorexia. Its nothing like that. Its support for sufferers

 

[Kerrtu]

It keeps going down. Not sure why.

I thought I was losing it - every time I tried to log in I was getting error codes.

Whatever is going on, if cops come knocking on my door to snatch my SN, I'm pulling a Newman:






Sample screenshot of this foolery:



I've seen a variety of similar type messages throughout the day.

 

[!MIA!]

Yeah...US Central has been having problems since like- 10am? I think? At least for me...

 

[Stormy Raine]

I thought I was losing it - every time I tried to log in I was getting error codes.

Whatever is going on, if cops come knocking on my door to snatch my SN, I'm pulling a Newman:

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Can you hide it off your property? My method I'll use is off my property so they are welcomed to knock but they will never find my stash that gif is hilarious I'm

 

[mekurin]

Do people believe if this site was down then suicide will stop? Actually if sites like this didn't exist I would have CTB months ago and given up! I can share my feelings and be surrounded by others that feel the same, it's a support network! Even if they don't understand suicide and are against it that's fine but leave us alone!

Fr if it wasn't for this site I would probably not have tried to get therapy and assumed everything would get better.

 

[loyalskateboard]

Yeah I kept getting a 1200 cloudfare error. Apparently it's caused by too many requests. I agree with the others saying it's a ddos attack by profilers.

If any of them are reading this, fuck you. This is the only place I can be honest and express my feelings. Nobody is judgemental. Nobody has told me to die. Most people hope it doesn't come down to ctb. I can't even be this honest with my therapist. Honestly this website has made me less suicidal. It's the actions of my country that are making me want to go before I'm ready. Closing this website won't solve a damn thing. You're just making us feel even more alone. If someone is encouraging people to die, sure, that's a dick move. Personally I haven't seen it. It's just the belief in autonomy which isn't so different to the elderly or terminally ill. Hell, in some places it's legal for mental illness. But that's not the point. I hope you're happy with yourselves.

 

[Stormy Raine]

Yeah I kept getting a 1200 cloudfare error. Apparently it's caused by too many requests. I agree with the others saying it's a ddos attack by profilers.

If any of them are reading this, fuck you. This is the only place I can be honest and express my feelings. Nobody is judgemental. Nobody has told me to die. Most people hope it doesn't come down to ctb. I can't even be this honest with my therapist. Honestly this website has made me less suicidal. It's the actions of my country that are making me want to go before I'm ready. Closing this website won't solve a damn thing. You're just making us feel even more alone. If someone is encouraging people to die, sure, that's a dick move. Personally I haven't seen it. It's just the belief in autonomy which isn't so different to the elderly or terminally ill. Hell, in some places it's legal for mental illness. But that's not the point. I hope you're happy with yourselves.

People find it difficult to understand us, if you're lurking you can simply ask what y'all do desperately can't understand. I'd think there are bigger things in the world to worry about than people who willingly want to end their lives! Pick another battle and leave us alone!

 

[Kerrtu]

Do people believe if this site was down then suicide will stop? Actually if sites like this didn't exist I would have CTB months ago and given up! I can share my feelings and be surrounded by others that feel the same, it's a support network! Even if they don't understand suicide and are against it that's fine but leave us alone!

The practice of isolating people as a means for controlled torture has been around…for a long, long time. If it weren't, current psychiatrists might have to learn a trade or 2.

When I was at Holly Hills aka Holy Hell in North Carolina (US), I went into protective mode. I saw many unethical practices happening, many patients without the means to say what the fuck they wanted to say. We were woken each morning by an obese med tech who would squeal "like a pig" as he waddled around the unit.

I did meet some excellent friends.

And I've made some excellent friends here, too.

This site has been so helpful, cathartic and welcoming to me. This site affords me a mental freedom my "family" and "friends"never allowed me to have.

 

[Unattainable666]

Denial of service attack
Microsoft explanation
Essentially flood the site with useless information packets till the stress is too much and it shuts down

who can i thank for my panic attack? Which asshole?

 

[day]

DDoS mitigation is a very complicated process. The site is obviously being targeted by someone but there's no telling who.

Could just be one person DoS'ing but either way the site isn't taking it to well.

Wouldn't blame pro-lifers as you have to understand weirdo incels also hate communities like this.

 

[Stormy Raine]

The practice of isolating people as a means for controlled torture has been around…for a long, long time. If it weren't, current psychiatrists might have to learn a trade or 2.

When I was at Holly Hills aka Holy Hell in North Carolina (US), I went into protective mode. I saw many unethical practices happening, many patients without the means to say what the fuck they wanted to say. We were woken each morning by an obese med tech who would squeal "like a pig" as he waddled around the unit.

I did meet some excellent friends.

And I've made some excellent friends here, too.

This site has been so helpful, cathartic and welcoming to me. This site affords me a mental freedom my "family" and "friends"never allowed me have.

Well spoken! I totally agree with everything you said! I was placed on a 72 hr old and I never felt so alone, and degraded. If I had the means to CTB it would have definitely been in there, it was a complete waste of my time and they treated the other patients so poorly. I barely ate and slept my days away. I'll never go back it was pointless, you can't be honest, so you learn to become beautiful liars, the suffering doesn't stop of course but you find yourself more isolated and alone. The whole system is a joke and it will never work for me!

 

[loyalskateboard]

DDoS mitigation is a very complicated process. The site is obviously being targeted by someone but there's no telling who.

Could just be one person DoS'ing but either way the site isn't taking it to well.

Wouldn't blame pro-lifers as you have to understand weirdo incels also hate communities like this.

Wait, why do incels hate this community? Don't a lot of them desire suicide and use 'rope' as jargon? It seems hypocritical imo

 

[day]

Wait, why do incels hate this community? Don't a lot of them desire suicide and use 'rope' as jargon? It seems hypocritical imo

This community has a lot of LGBTQIA+ suicidal people in it which is a prime target for racist/homophobe loners who get off on the idea to egg people on towards suicide.

Just a thought though, what i really meant was we shouldn't point at pro-lifers as there's no proof as of now that it's them. I don't know many pro-lifers that DoS sites they dislike.

 

[leavingsoon99]

Life warriors are attacking.

 

[loyalskateboard]

This community has a lot of LGBTQIA+ suicidal people in it which is a prime target for racist/homophobe loners who get off on the idea to egg people on towards suicide.

Just a thought though, what i really meant was we shouldn't point at pro-lifers as there's no proof as of now that it's them. I don't know many pro-lifers that DoS sites they dislike.

Ah, that makes sense. And you're right tbh. Could be anyone

 

[mekurin]

Just a thought though, what i really meant was we shouldn't point at pro-lifers as there's no proof as of now that it's them. I don't know many pro-lifers that DoS sites they dislike.

When I saw the site was down I immediately thought sanctionedstop DDoS attacked sasu. Sanctionedstop has campaigned to close this site down for a long time and I wouldn't be surprised if they got their followers to try hit the site offline. But I do agree, people can be cruel just to get off of the idea they assisted in the death of someone in the LGBT+ community.

 

[Kerrtu]

who can i thank for my panic attack? Which asshole?

Seriously.

If it's just the one asshole from Youtube, we know who he is. I've not watched his content, though I will admit, earlier today I attempted…




That's about as far as I got.

No - death in and of itself is not a "really dark topic". And to exercise one's right to choose is empowering. The inability to grasp this concept does not nullify all cases that come before and those which will continue after. Death happens to us all, dingus (not you, directed at Tantacrul and/or any purveyors of panic attacks).

The more one monetizes the anguish of others, the less credibility they have as a person. Humanity becomes void.

It's almost pathetic how this person is, and that people apparently donate money to him on Youtube. Guy's becoming a full blown snake oil salesman over there.

Anyway, whoever is responsible for the crash today is clearly not watching the Gentle Art of Swedish Death Cleaning.

 

[Dar3B3ar]

Seriously.

If it's just the one asshole from Youtube, we know who he is. I've not watched his content, though I will admit, earlier today I attempted…


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That's about as far as I got.

No - death in and of itself is not a "really dark topic". And to exercise one's right to choose is empowering. The inability to grasp this concept does not nullify all cases that come before and those which will continue after. Death happens to us all, dingus (not you, directed at Tantacrul and/or any purveyors of panic attacks).

The more one monetizes the anguish of others, the less credibility they have as a person. Humanity becomes void.

It's almost pathetic how this person is, and that people apparently donate money to him on Youtube. Guy's becoming a full blown snake oil salesman over there.

Anyway, whoever is responsible for the crash today is clearly not watching the Gentle Art of Swedish Death Cleaning.

I wonder if Tantacrul to this day still stands by his decision to portray the site the way he did and put the community on blast. I think in the earlier days of the release he was seen fighting in the Kiwifarms thread about his video, defending it and his position. Does he still care about the site? I haven't seen any more activity about it from him again.

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

When I saw the site was down I immediately thought sanctionedstop DDoS attacked sasu. Sanctionedstop has campaigned to close this site down for a long time and I wouldn't be surprised if they got their followers to try hit the site offline. But I do agree, people can be cruel just to get off of the idea they assisted in the death of someone in the LGBT+ community.

imo this site was different from 2018-2022 . Everything seemed to change after that dumb pro-life video. pro lifers took down all the many domestic U.S. sn sources and IC Sn. i noticed ddos attacks right after that video. I won't name it so that more people won't click on it. Every time someone clicks a video the youtube algorithm suggests it to more people and the video gets more popular and brings even more prolifers and police here . imo people fell into a trap here not knowing youtube will make a video more popular if you view it or click. any mention of it or post about it is just an ad for it because people will get curious . 3.6 million views from a nothing youtuber . how many pro-lifers did that bring here. how much money did people here clicking on that video give this evil liar?

I saw a reddit thread about that dumb video and they were saying there they were going to ddos attack this site because they believed the lies in the video

i didn't watch it and have no interest in it nor making it more popular. just went on the profile and that's the most popular video by far 3.6 million views slandering this site .

Why do people care what a nothing prolife youtuber says ? I don't get it .

I wonder if ***** to this day still stands by his decision to portray the site the way he did and put the community on blast. I think in the earlier days of the release he was seen fighting in the Kiwifarms thread about his video, defending it and his position. Does he still care about the site? I haven't seen any more activity about it from him again.