Why does society have to make this so hard?

[itsallover]

I lost my health, happpinesss, livelihood, and will to live because of a corrupt medical system. Every day is torture and I feel like I'm living a nightmare. The writing is on the wall. I will never be the same again. I don't think there should be any reason why I have to hide. They saved my life when I overdosed but it is not one worth living. Why can a sick animal be put down but a human has to struggle everyday with a serious illness. I don't think age or the disease being terminal should matter either. If you can't live it and you want out, then you should have the right and even the right help so you don't end up a vegetable. These greedy corporate bastards can have everything. They just keep us around to do their dirty work. Freedom is an illusion. Life is slavery. I really never saw the point in it. It's the same shit day after day till you die. It's just horrible when you have to suffer constantly too. I feel for all of you. I hope you all get the peace that you want. That's all I'm asking for too. If I can't have health and life back then at least let me rest in peace. It's inhumane to let and in my case make someone suffer for years on end without any relief. I have lost almost all hope and can barely function anymore. Survival instinct sucks especially when you know deep down you're screwed.

 

[GeorgeEastman]

Follow the money. Still way too much church involved. As we become more godless of a society, eventually we'll have the right to off ourselves easily.

Too bad it probably won't happen in our lifetimes.

 

[lost_soul83]

I lost my health, happpinesss, livelihood, and will to live because of a corrupt medical system. Every day is torture and I feel like I'm living a nightmare. The writing is on the wall. I will never be the same again. I don't think there should be any reason why I have to hide. They saved my life when I overdosed but it is not one worth living. Why can a sick animal be put down but a human has to struggle everyday with a serious illness. I don't think age or the disease being terminal should matter either. If you can't live it and you want out, then you should have the right and even the right help so you don't end up a vegetable. These greedy corporate bastards can have everything. They just keep us around to do their dirty work. Freedom is an illusion. Life is slavery. I really never saw the point in it. It's the same shit day after day till you die. It's just horrible when you have to suffer constantly too. I feel for all of you. I hope you all get the peace that you want. That's all I'm asking for too. If I can't have health and life back then at least let me rest in peace. It's inhumane to let and in my case make someone suffer for years on end without any relief. I have lost almost all hope and can barely function anymore. Survival instinct sucks especially when you know deep down you're screwed.

I totally agree with everything you said. I feel exactly the same way. I just don't wanna suffer anymore, I just don't wanna be anymore.....

 

[EmotionlessWanderer]

Living humans = Potential money

That's why the government and corporations do everything in their power to prevent suicide. They don't care about mental health or issues at all. They're just afraid of losing a potential capitalistic pawn.

 

[DontFearTheReaper]

I lost my health, happpinesss, livelihood, and will to live because of a corrupt medical system. Every day is torture and I feel like I'm living a nightmare. The writing is on the wall. I will never be the same again. I don't think there should be any reason why I have to hide. They saved my life when I overdosed but it is not one worth living. Why can a sick animal be put down but a human has to struggle everyday with a serious illness. I don't think age or the disease being terminal should matter either. If you can't live it and you want out, then you should have the right and even the right help so you don't end up a vegetable. These greedy corporate bastards can have everything. They just keep us around to do their dirty work. Freedom is an illusion. Life is slavery. I really never saw the point in it. It's the same shit day after day till you die. It's just horrible when you have to suffer constantly too. I feel for all of you. I hope you all get the peace that you want. That's all I'm asking for too. If I can't have health and life back then at least let me rest in peace. It's inhumane to let and in my case make someone suffer for years on end without any relief. I have lost almost all hope and can barely function anymore. Survival instinct sucks especially when you know deep down you're screwed.

I lost my health due to the same. Have no words for how much I hate this corrupted, consumer driven society. The medicine industry and the TV. The depleted food. All these unhealthy behaviour patterns and greed stimulation daily shown in shows to turn people into the biggest self focussed consumerism addicts they can be. These lines and nice friendly doctors on the TV in so many shows suggesting the medicine industry is trustworthy. People living isolated in a society with people, because everyone is paranoid they are not good enough. This world is insane. I feel for you.

 

[DontFearTheReaper]

Living humans = Potential money

That's why the government and corporations do everything in their power to prevent suicide. They don't care about mental health or issues at all. They're just afraid of losing a potential capitalistic pawn.

Well worded. So thankful for this forum.

 

[TAW122]

@EmotionlessWanderer and @DontFearTheReaper I agree with you both. These are factual and true reasons of why society makes it difficult for people to ctb, thus forcing people to do it in secrecy, and sometimes even risk failure. It's basically individual versus everything and everyone with no one to turn to (except for our little community here).

 

[lululoo]

I lost my health, happpinesss, livelihood, and will to live because of a corrupt medical system. Every day is torture and I feel like I'm living a nightmare. The writing is on the wall. I will never be the same again. I don't think there should be any reason why I have to hide. They saved my life when I overdosed but it is not one worth living. Why can a sick animal be put down but a human has to struggle everyday with a serious illness. I don't think age or the disease being terminal should matter either. If you can't live it and you want out, then you should have the right and even the right help so you don't end up a vegetable. These greedy corporate bastards can have everything. They just keep us around to do their dirty work. Freedom is an illusion. Life is slavery. I really never saw the point in it. It's the same shit day after day till you die. It's just horrible when you have to suffer constantly too. I feel for all of you. I hope you all get the peace that you want. That's all I'm asking for too. If I can't have health and life back then at least let me rest in peace. It's inhumane to let and in my case make someone suffer for years on end without any relief. I have lost almost all hope and can barely function anymore. Survival instinct sucks especially when you know deep down you're screwed.

I'm right there with you. Crappy parenting plus a series of shitty doctors destroyed my health. I don't want this life. I wouldn't be against living if I had health and good relationships. There is 0 chance of me getting my health back, and I can't really have good relationships without my health. So I"m screwed. I wish there was another option but I will just have to overcome the survival instinct and do it. This would be much easier if there were supports in place for people like us to help us do it.

 

[DontFearTheReaper]

I'm right there with you. Crappy parenting plus a series of shitty doctors destroyed my health. I don't want this life. I wouldn't be against living if I had health and good relationships. There is 0 chance of me getting my health back, and I can't really have good relationships without my health. So Im screwed. I wish there was another option but I will just have to overcome the survival instinct and do it. This would be much easier if there were supports in place for people like us to help us do it.

Yes, like an euthanizer. And that you could have loved ones around for the last moments. Be busy colsolidating them and focussing on them. Or even someone. That encouraged you and made those last moments bearable. Alone and having to do it yourself. That makes it so much harder. Its like society even works against us in our last moments.

 

[Funkbunny]

Personally I could give a crap what 'society' thinks. You come in to this life on your own, you leave it on your own. I don't blame anyone or anything for the difficulties I face. My life, my choice to move on from it.

Now I've got that out of the way, I agree with you! I think the majority go around their daily lives blind. Get up, go to work yada yada. It's a cruel nasty world full of bs.

The one thing, right here you don't have to hide. Always happy to talk, or just 'listen'.

 

[bigj75]

Because you make other people more money suffering and alive than you do dead. That's why! It's all about money.